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"So like are you gonna tell him?" Kie asked sitting down next to you. "Are you joking ofc not!" You whisper yelled looking at her like it was obvious.

"I'm gonna go talk to him." She sat up and started to walk out the door, "no, no , no absolutely not." You said grabbing her arm to try and stop her. It didn't of course this is Kiara we're talking about if she wants to do something she's going to it doesn't matter what anyone says.

You followed her out trying to get her to change her mind.

"JJ I need to talk to you." She said as you finally got off her giving up, and JJ followed her into the room...

3rd pov
JJ followed kiara into John B's room kiara locking the door like you had done minutes before.

"So? What's up with you and yn?" Kie asked

"I'm sure she already told you."

"Told me what.." she played dumb

"That we kissed" the blonde said like it was nothing.

"Ok, yeah but-" Kiara started but was cut off by the blonde standing in front of her.

"It meant nothing ok just let it go." JJ huffed and walked out of the room, this hurt kiara because as JJ said those words she remembered yours and knew this might not end well.

Time skip

It was later that day when you had finally decided to go with your gut and tell JJ how you felt.

"Hey JJ, can I talk to you?"

"Yeah what's up?" He responded

"Like inside... alone."

"Oh, oh yeah"

He got up following close behind you as you both walked into the guest room as you sit the door behind the two of you.

"So I wanted to talk about.... You know." You said motioning between the two of you, "the kiss."

"Yeah, yeah it was a mistake you know heat of the moment." JJ said and he had a smile on his face oppisite from yours who's face had a frown and all color had been washed a away from the sentence that had just come out of the blondes mouth.

Your face going back to a smile when you didn't want home to notice, "yeah." You simply said not having the energy to think of anything else to say.

"You know I'm glad we talked about this, I've been thinking about it and it's nice to know we're on the same page." He said a look of relief on his face.

"Yeah yeah totally." You said looking down.

"You can have the room tonight." He said to her not noticing her state.

"No no I'm just gonna head home, I think." You said walking out of the room and to your car.

"Wait y/n!" Kiara yelled for you a knowing look on her face.

But that was the last they saw of you that night.

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