It's complicated <3 JJ Maybank x Reader

Febuary 17th 2009

You were skating to a secret spot that only you knew about you went there whenever your mom was being a bitch or when you weren't allowed to stay home which was quite often actually.

You weren't allowed to go home some nights because after your dad left your mom started having lots and lots of other men around the house and one of them raped you... so you try to stay clear of your house as often as possible.

What you would do is at least have 2 extra pairs of cloths in your backpack and when you got to your secret place you had to go through a few bushes at first but, once you got there it looked amazing that's for sure you spent most of your time here other then school.

When you got to your little place it was a hut made out of tree branches and you had nailed in sheets around the sides for privacy, when you went inside the hut there was a white fluffy rug on the ground that your aunt had gotten you for your birthday in 6th grade, there was also a pillow and folded blankets in the corner there considering you slept there most nights.

It was really nice you enjoyed being there the best part of it was that it was on some beach you've never been to that beach to surf but it's where your place was, it was nice when you were going to sleep because it was quiet and you could just listen to the waves crashing against each other.

You were doing your daily routine by now, there was this little box in the corner with all your weed and Alcohol let's just say if someone were to find this they would take all your shit but whatever, you put in the passcode to the locked box, "02 17 09" you whispered quietly to yourself.

"You still come here.." a familiar voice said behind you, "are you stalking me?!" You said angry at the blonde boy who now stood behind you in the hut, "wow..." he whispered in awe looking around the place, "you decorated it." He said looking back to smile at you... that smile god... "yup.." you said looking down.

"What is that?" He asked walking over to you and kneeling beside you, "weed and beer." You said bluntly trying not to break, still looking at the ground, "sick" he said reaching to grab a pre rolled blunt, "hey what are you doing can you like go?!" You said a little more harsh then you wanted it to come out.

"Oh um... yeah." He said getting up and leaving you could see the hurt n his eyes and it hurt you, here's the thing ok JJ was your best friend, in 3rd grade February 17th 2009 you both came here and made this hut with the help of your dad but it never had all this stuff, flashbacks of you and JJ throughout the years flooded your memory, a tear rolling down your cheek, as you picked up a picture of the 2 of you at the beach laughing and playing in the sand, you couldn't take it is was to much, you shoved the picture back in the box and grabbed the blunt and lighter closing and locking the box,

Wiping the tears off your face taking in a deep breath before lightning the blunt and taking a hit of it the smoke filled your lungs you took a minute closing your eyes before blowing the smoke out and taking more hits.

Time skip~

Ding I was woken up by a text from pope 

Pope📚🎒🧠

Pope📚🎒🧠
hey! All the pogues are going out today meet us at the château if you wanna come! 🤪

Y/n
Yeah I'll go but is JJ gonna be there?

Pope📚🎒🧠
You seriously need to get over this weird grudge you have with each other🙄

Y/n
Ok but... like ... is he going tho🙃

Pope📚🎒🧠
😐😑😐😑😐😑

Y/n
😒

Pope📚🎒🧠
Just meet us at John b's 😑

Y/n
Ok fineee 🙄

You got up and went to my backpack getting your change of clothes that You had packed getting dressed getting your skate bored and skating to your house to brush your teeth and stuff

You climbed up to your window and did your thing when You climbed back out and skated over to John b's.

When You saw all the pogues there including JJ, "really guys you told me she wasn't coming god!" He rolled his eyes, "whatever." You said rolling your eyes and walking inside and grabbing a beer from the fridge, "come on y/n let's go!!" You heard Kie yell your name from out side as you ran outside to see them all on the HMS Pogue you ran to the boat and hoped on with the help of pope, "sooo what's the plan where we going?" You asked, "you'll see..." John b said acting weird, "why are you being weird?.." you asked,

"Nothing.." he said a little to quickly, "yup ok John imma let this one slid for now.." You said looking him up and down.

Time skip~

You had finally come to a stop in front of Hayward's boat, "what.." you said confused, "um we need help fixing some things.." Pope said tieing off the boat and helping you up and into Hayward's boat, "um ok we're it looks fine to me?.." You said as the rest of the Pogue other then John b got on the boat, "here he said leading me down into the bottom of hay wards boat, "what there's nothing wrong down here pope?" You asked confused only to turn around to see him closing the door on you "hey! What the fuck!! Pope! Oh my god! Get me out of here!" You yelled after him only to hear the HMS Pogue start up and leave, "did they just leave me here alone!!! I can't believe this!!!" You yelled shocked at what just happened, only to see JJ opening the door, "fuck no.." he said in a low voice.

Madi Speaks‼️
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