Loki's hostage

Dont look back

"What was it you wanted?" You look to him sitting on the end of the bed,towel drying your hair.
"Wanted?" He looks to you confused, pushing his arms into his top then over his head.
"When you came into see me, in the shower" you smile "before i distracted you"
He looks to you for a second, contemplating what to say.
"Oh, nothing, couldn't of been that important, i actually can't remember" he looks to you then quickly away.
"You sure? has he said something?" You tilt your head towards the door
"No no, honestly, i cant remember"
He walks over to you, he puts his hands out for you to take, he pulls you up, pushing your hair behind your ears he holds your face in his hands, he stands staring at you for a moment, you smile at him.
"Im surprised i can remember my own name after that" he kisses you on the forehead, you feel your heart skip a beat.
A knock at the door startles you. 
You wrap your towel around you tighter, Loki opens the door, you can hear mumbling on the other side, unable to make out what Being said.
Loki turns to you "get dressed, we need to go"
He leaves the room, following the other Loki, you stumble as you hop into your trousers, pulling a top over your head you race out of the room to join the.
"Whats going on..." you see them staring out of the window, the new Loki holding a Tempad in his hand 
"Oh shit"  you mutter.
a hurricane is motionless on the other side of the glass, that can only mean one thing, its heading straight for you.
"get her back to her timeline, then we can end this" New Loki calls out.
You shoot him a discerning look.
"You haven't told her?" He barks at Loki
"By the look on her face does it look like i have" he snaps back in annoyance.
"Told me what?"
They both stay silent
"One of you tell me now, and preferably you" you stare at Loki
He walks up to you. "Its what i was coming to yell you, i thought i had more time to think of another plan, but thats looking unlikely now"
"Im staying back, I'm not coming back to Earth with you" he looks away, not able to look at you as he breaks the news
"What? How can you not go back?"
"Im not that same person, this has changed me, you've changed me, i don't want to go back and be that person i once was, causing unessesarry pain to the people i care about"
You look to him pained and confused.
"And you've just decided that? Like i just don't matter, my choice or my opinion doesn't matter, typical, you take it upon yourself to make the decisions for everyone"
"Amelia" he goes to touch your arm you shake it off
"Its not like that, but we don't have the time to discuss this, we have to go" he exclaims
"Then i stay with you both" you demand
"Look Amelia, you're here because of me, i brought you here, have it be accidental but it was my doing, I'm not risking your life anymore, you have to go back now, you have people waiting for you, i don't "
You quickly look out if the window, the wind bellowing on the other-side, street signs and cars being thrown around. You turn back to Loki
"I think you will find i brought you here, if it wasn't for me, you would  of been killed by the TVA"
He lowers his head "for that i am grateful, now let me do the same for you"
"If you're happy to be alone for the rest of your life i will go, if you can tell me you don't care even a little bit about me then i will leave and not look back"
You stare at him, you're heart hurting, waiting for him to out and end to it.
"Im destined to be alone, i don't care for anyone but myself" he sternly states
There it is, the dagger through your heart. You clench your jaw, not revealing any emotion, he can barely even look at you.
Loki opens up a time door beside you. You give him one last look but he isn't looking at you.
"I need my suit, i cant go back like this"
Loki waves his hand over you, changing your clothes.
You take a step to the side, quickly darting  in the opposite direction, before he has time to react, you grab the Tempad from new Lokis hands and kick him to the ground, you open up the time-door and don't look back, you hear the faint sound of Loki shouting your name as the door closes behind you.