(Mostly) Angsty Dsmp Oneshots

Cold

TW: MAJOR CHARACTER DEATH AND SUICIDE

Karl's Point of View:

Cold was the blade that pierced my heart and the eyes that pierced my soul. Sapnap's warm colored eyes showed nothing but disgust as they poured into my teary ones. He had held me in his arms earlier that night, and now here we were in the middle of the field of flowers. The same field he asked me to marry him in all those years ago. Sapnap stands in the middle of it while day rests its head. I had been standing right next to the raven-haired boy, but once he betrayed my trust and my love, I fell to my knees. I fell in both death and defeat at the feet of the boy I thought I knew.

    Sapnap's Point of View:

Karl was beautiful as he fell. His honey colored hair lit up in the golden sun of twilight. His grey eyes were so conflicted as my silver blade forced its way into his chest. His eyes showed sadness and hurt and betrayal. I can't blame him for the last part. I did betray him. He loved me like no other person could, and I felt the same. Karl filled me with as much happiness and color as every single flower in this field supplied. Karl made me feel alive. Karl made me feel wanted. Karl made me feel in love. Karl made me feel everything. It wouldn't be long before Karl would forget me. That night we stood in the flower field all those years ago-- the same night I proposed-- Karl told me something very important. Karl told me about his time travelling and the possibility of forgetting everything that was once important. Karl told me to kill him when the forgetting was getting bad. Karl forgot he told me that last part.

So when Karl fell, he was beautiful, but I know the only thing he saw in my eyes was disgust. I know he thought it was because I didn't want him. He was so wrong. I was disgusted at myself. For fucks sake, I killed the one person who believed in me. I killed the one person who made me feel every single flower in the field. I killed the one person who made me feel alive. I killed the one person who made me feel wanted. I killed the one person who made me feel in love. Karl wasn't the only person who I killed tonight. The next was me, and I hope he would forgive me for that. I killed myself tonight because I wanted to be with him. I wanted to be with him in a place where we would always be surrounded by flowers and love. I wanted to be with him in a place where he wouldn't forget.

    No One's Point of View:

Rain poured down on the pale, lifeless faces of the boys in the field of flowers. The younger made sure that when he died, he would be holding on to the older boy next to him. Their love had kept that field alive and bright and full of color. Their love would still remain keeping those flowers alive, even after their bones were the only things left of them.