MEMORIES OF CHILD

Memory 1

Dear mom dear dad
I have felt something 
I don’t know what is it
But it is something that people call it love
Mom what is love?
Dad do you know love?
When I feel lonely it come back
Holding me away to nowhere 
Why did he do that?
I’m scared mom?
Dad can you touch me?
He is back and he looks like the sunlight
Oh he is giving me his hand 
Is that you dad?
Is that you mom?
Please I don’t want to be alone again
Mom why are you crying 
Don’t worry I’m here 
I wont let him hurt you
Mom why my dad is angry?
Did he hurt you?
Please don’t cry
One day when I grow up
Just me and you
We will be together
And I will hide you in my heart 
And no one will make you cry
Just hold on
Because it will be okay
Dad please stop it 
You are like that 
Don’t worr 
Because the sun will shine again
Day after day
He came back
That feeling “love”
He took me away 
I saw you holding me to the end
Why did you that?
Did you want to save me?
Is it because you love me or you were scared?
Mom why are you going?
Are you going to leave me alone again?
What is that, is it you? Are you crying or is it the rain?
Mom he is red and dark
Mom did you go?
Mom where am I ?
Are you here?
I need you please don’t leave me
Is it my dad , did he beat you that day!
Mom he is here 
Love ,he is smiling 
Wait, he is you 
You love me mom ,do you?
So why did you leave me?
Momy I love you too
And you too 
I miss you, when are you going to tell me what is going on around
And show me that it is hard to live there without you
Do you hear me mom ?
Mom mom momy
Please answer me 
It’s dark and cold 
The love didn't come back again