MEMORIES OF CHILD

Memory 5

Well something happened today, and indeed to right this, it is short but I wanted it to be a part of memory (well it is already), I know it is sad but that is not the point

Thank you for reading

I want to ask you to stay but if you want to go, go ahead.

I’m sad and I know that you don’t care.

Remember me, don’t forget me.

Whatever was between us friendship, love, a family, a reader or even someone that I just met.

I want to say that I cared for the person you are.

I wanted to have you as a part of m life, friend, sister, brother, best friend, family, husband… my company in this life…

I want to say to you that I care…

I become blind and covered your mistakes.

I become deaf and ignored your sharpened words.

You say you didn’t have to do that.

Indeed I had because I care.

I want to ask you to stay…

But if you want to pretend just go ahead and don’t make me look more miserable than what I already AM!

I want to ask you to stay…

But if you are not there just go ahead.

I saw the dishonesty in our eyes, words, hugs and your face…

Stop hurting me and go away.

But leave where I can’t see you or hear you or even breathe the same air as you

You can’t!

You say you can’t!

OK I’m leaving right away.

This will be m last favor and don’t ask…