twleve // jan. 19th

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Well, it happened.
Today's Saturday and I was at the movies with Michael and his friend from drama, Alex.
We saw Ashton and his friends.
I swear, I almost died.
Alex called Ashton's friend Calum over and we all sat together. Turns out Alex and Calum are both on the soccer team. Guess who sat next to Ashton during the movie?
That's right, it was me. I might be dead right now, who knows? He smells so nice. God, it was like Heaven. During the movie, he was whispering little thing about the characters in my ear, and then we started talking. He likes Rocky Road ice cream and has a little brother and sister.
I had to remind myself at least fifty times that he isn't single and that he doesn't want me.
Because I'm not good enough.

Maybe this is why I'm alone. Because I turn everything to be about me.
~ Luke

a/n::

all these chapters are super depressing wtf

oh well

xx Valerie

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