I've already broken my promise.
It's been three days and I've already broken it.
I'm such a fück up, gosh.
Maybe this is why Ashton never notices me, huh?
My razors are sitting on my desk, looking very pretty right now.
It's kind of sickening how much I depend on them.
the reason I did it today is what happened at school.
i decided to come out, to my best friend, michael. i thought he'd accept me, but i was wrong. like always.
so i told him after school ended, by his locker.
he looked me in the eye and said:
"wait, what? serious?"
and i nodded. michael looked at me and laughed in my face. "oh my god," he said. "why do i even like you?" so that's it. he couldn't accept me, because I'm not worth anything.
Worthless. Holy shīt, I hate myself.
seeing my own blood isn't even scary anymore, I just can't wait for the day where I don't have to wake up.
~ Luke
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umm. this chapter is kinda all over the place.
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broken // lashton
Fanficluke has always felt broken, but for once, he thinks that maybe someone could have a chance to fix him. [ written as Luke's journal entries ] ——— copyright ; 2015 longestwayhome [ short chapters ] [ boyxboy ] [ deals with self-harm. possible tri...
