Spoken Poetry

Despair

I wanted to shout but there's no voice coming out
I wanted to cry but there's no tear left to cry
Why do we have to suffer and fell into depth of despair

I questioned why and none was answered
And all I can do is to wander around
Questioning everything even no one will answer why.

And I stop wandering and asking
I stop from running and escaping
Because I know if I didn't it'll become a cycle

I breathe and face all my fears and queries
That maybe all the questions I ask
Is already answered not by anyone but me

May be the why's and if's isn't really necessary
And all we can do is to face all our suffering
It might not be easy but a must than to just ran away from it

Maybe despairs are there for us to appreciate life as it is
May be suffering is a way for us to see the beauty despite of everything
May be negativity is there not to bring us down but to lift us

A problem that everyone can learn from
A problem that everyone can grow from
A way for us to become a stronger and wiser version of us

Maybe it is a problem but also a solution for us
To stop questioning everything and start doing something
Something that can help us and anyone