Blue Flame

Ch 2: A Little Chat

*Knock, Knock*

Someone Was Knocking On My Door

I Looked Up From The Photo Album And Didn't Realize I Was Crying Until I Saw Water Drops On The Page

Water... God Why Is Everything Set To Make Me Cry!?

I Wiped My Tears With My Sleeve

"Come In" I Said Softly

The Door Opened And I Saw Zane Standing There

"Hello Kai" He Greeted

"Hi.." I Answered

"Do You Mind If I Enter?" He Asked

"Sure, You're Already In Anyway"
I Remarked

Zane Nodded And Walked Inside And Sat Next To Me On My Bed

"Kai, I Know That Losing Nya Is Tough For You But You Can't Always Shut Yourself Away From Us, We Just Want To Help You" Said Zane

"If You Had Feelings You Would Do The Same" I Muttered

"I Am Aware That I Don't Exactly Feel Human Emotions, But I Would Still Like To Help You"

Classic Zane, Always Wanting To Help

When Will He Realize That He Can't Help Everyone?

"How Are You Supposed To Do That?" I Asked

"You Just Need To Talk About Your Feelings, Its That Simple" He Answered

I Stayed Silent

Zane Sighed

"Kai, We Can Help You, You Just Need To Allow Us To"

"I Don't Need Any Help" I Said As I Shifted Myself Away From Him "Now Can You Leave Me Alone?"

Zane Looked At The Ground

"As You Wish" He Said As He Got Up

When He Reached The Door, He Turned Back To Me

"Just Think About What I Said" He Then Walked Out The Door

I Sighed And Turned On My Lava Lamp

As It Bubbled Up I Began To Consider Zane's Advice

Maybe I Should Talk To Someone About My Problems

No, Because Once I Let The Walls Down They Stay Down And I'll Become A Emotional Mess Like Jay

Emotional Almost All The Time Which Will Be A Weakness To My Enemies

I Groaned

Why Are Feelings So Complicated?

I Hate These Conflicting Feelings

Im Having Internal Conflicts With My Own Hecking Self

I Don't Want To Share My Problems With My Already Devastated Team

They're My Problems, Not Theirs

I Should Keep These Things To Myself