Dear Scott,
Some days I feel special, like the most important girl in the world It usually happens when you say that you cherish our friendship more than most things in your life. When you wrap your arms around me and hold my body so close, keeping me as down to Earth as possible. Sometimes I see the look in your eyes that show that our love is not meerly platonic. Those days I have to reming myself thats it's not true and that im imagining these things, if only for my own sanity. I don't blame you (today at least) for my feelings cause once I realized them it was too late. It was almost two months after my break up with Travis and you were starting to get serious with Alex. You held me as I cried for the final time (over that relationship). You kept whispering that I desreved better and that I was special. And then it just clicked and I realized what I'd always kinda know. The reaal reason why I couldn't marry Travis, why every time he tried to do something I compared it to the things you did, why I refused to move in with him or to even look at new places for he and I, why spending any time apart from yuo was so hard I hated my senior year of high school. It was because he was just a distraction from how much I love you. And I hate that cause Travis was a man who loved me with everything but couldn' t stand by and be my second place. So Scotty please don't let my sacrifice be in vain. Don't have me stand here and bee the fool cause thats waht it feels like now.
Just a fool,
Mitch
