Mr. Daemon And Me

Thoughts

Avelyn's Pov:

After spending some more quality time with Jacob, we parted our ways promising to meet again tomorrow to discuss the ways of me entering into Adrian's life. I am now on my way to home and I can't help but think what is about to happen in the near future. Honestly speaking, I don't think I can do this. Loving Jacob, spending  time with Ciara and treating my patients like a family are the only things I knew and love to do.

 Why can't Jacob select another girl, I am pretty sure there are plenty of woman who will be very happy to become Adrian's love. Why me? Did Jacob lied about loving me? Did he planned it all along just to use me for his mission? Oh God! What am I thinking? How can I doubt his love for me? He is nothing but caring and loving from the start. Stupid Ava, You are also doubting Jacob like Ciara does.

I don't know why, but Ciara never liked Jacob. She says that he always give some negative vibes.  I tried convincing her many times, but she was like "lyn, if he makes you happy, then that is all I need. You don't need to worry about me not being friendly with him. But, if he makes you cry,  then count it as his last day on the earth".  How am I going to tell Ciara about this mission? will she agree to it?

I can feel a headache starting to build and fortunately I reached the familiar building and took a turn to drive into the parking lot of our building. I got out of my car after collecting my belongings and the payment they made for the event. I entered the elevator and pressed the button to our floor. 

I entered the house using my keys and there she sat on the couch in her comfy pj's munching on nutella. As soon as she saw me, she shouted while getting up from the couch and running up to  me. She engulfed me into a hug whilst shouting," You are awesome babe. Because of you, we got another huge event to plan for A.K Enterprises. The people to whom we organized, sorry, you organized the event called and said that, you did an outstanding job and everything was perfect."

Upon hearing those words, a frown mannered my face. Why did they say like that? And that to after the argument happened between Adrian and me. "who called you? Did they say anything else?" I asked her. "Adrian Knight, the most eligible and handsome bachelor of NYC, CEO of A.K Enterprises. He asked me to tell you that ,"he will not miss next time", though I didn't understand what that meant" she replied her earlier excitement long gone.

What did he meant by saying that? Did he get offended when I said that? Obviously he will get offended, he is a billionaire for crying out loud. Why did you have to open your mouth Ava? Now, he will not leave you for sure. Did you have to go and dug your own grave, you fool? I scolded my self mentally. 

Seeing my puzzled face, Ciara asked me" Did something happened at the event lyn? Are you hiding something from me?". "No Ciara, everything's all right. I don't know why he said that. I don't even know who he is!" I replied trying to ease her worry. "okay, if you say so. But, please tell me if something is bothering you. I am here for you, you know that right?" she told me while hugging me sideways. "Yes, I know. Thank you. I will go and rest, I am feeling exhausted. Good night, love ya" I kissed her cheek and ran upstairs to my room.

I took a long shower and the warm water somewhat eased my sore muscles. I dressed up in my pj's and jumped on the bed feeling very tired both physically and emotionally. I closed my eyes to sleep but several thoughts clouded my brain. Most of them containing Adrian, Jacob and me. Do I really have to do this? I love Jacob to moon and back. But, I have a gut feeling that something's going to happen and it will shatter our lives for ever.  

I have no chance to make a mistake. One wrong thing and it will cost mine and Jacob's life. I can't take a risk like that. I love you Jacob. If this is what I have to do to prove my love for you, then I am willing to take that risk with love. I will become a spy for you, even if I have to act like I love the monster. With that thought in my mind I drifted off to much needed sleep.