Don't Know What To Say (Lisa Imai X Male Reader)

Chapter 8 : Where Are You?

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Lisa's POV:

It had been a few days since that incident with Y/N.

I... May have gone overboard with that, but I was somehow right.

He broke his promise, and that really hurt me a lot.

I still stand strong to my decision of not wanting to see him again. Every time I think of it, my heart just breaks and hurts a lot.

To think that my Best Friend would just tell me that out of nowhere.

I don't understand why, he'd do that.

But deep inside, I... Feel guilty about it.

I didn't give him that much time to explain, and it was just so bizarre. He wanted me to break up with Akira...

And I don't understand why.

Oh boy, this isn't good... What should I do?

"Ms. Imai."

"U-Um, Yes?" I responded. I totally forgot that I was in class. I spaced out for a bit, just thinking about Y/N.

You know he's the one that usually spaces out like this...

Haha...

Come to think of it, he hasn't been to school for a while now. I couldn't help but think about him, things were just not going well between us now.

But yeah, I really miss him.

"I've been calling your name for a while now, is there something wrong?" Our Teacher asked me.

"N-Nothing Ma'am." I responded with a small smile.

"Hmmm.... You and Mr. LN... You space out a lot." She continued, followed by a giggle form the rest of my classmates. "Anyways, pay attention in class."

"Y-Yes Ma'am." I sat down again and took notes. However deep inside, I feel so much pain. I can feel it coming from the inside, a feeling I don't understand at all. I also felt Yukina look at me seemingly worried, but I didn't give it that much of a thought.

And with that, I just continued on with class.

I was writing something on my notebook, when suddenly my eraser fell.

I tried to pick it up but I couldn't reach it that much.

And then another flashback came to me.

...

"Damn, My eraser..." I said as my eraser fell down. I couldn't reach it but then I saw someone's hand and pick it up, And give it to me.

"I guess, your erasers are alive now." Y/N smiled, goofing off with me, making me giggle slightly.

"Y/N... Give it to me, you oaf." I playfully grabbed the eraser, and then both of us burst into laughter, with the two of us having fun.

"MR. L/N, AND MS. IMAI!" The teacher scolded us, and the both of us went silent. However, we looked at each other with smug smiles and giggles.

...

I looked up and saw Y/N's seat.

It was lifeless and empty. There was no smiles, and no one to giggle with. The teacher didn't scold Me anymore, like when she would when Y/n was around with me.

I felt a bit down and disappointed at the reality.

Y/N had not showed up for a long while now, and as much as I hate to admit it...