𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐑𝐈𝐎𝐑 ~ 𝐁𝐔𝐂𝐊𝐘 𝐁𝐀𝐑𝐍𝐒

|Your Doll, All Yours|

I was sitting on the floor at the bottom of her bed, the compound was so silent, Wanda and Pietro hadn't spoke to anyone. Tony was drinking, so was Natasha, So was I.

Steve went out running with Sam, that's all he did. He didn't wanna talk about it. She only died yesterday and he didn't even wanna hear her name.

I had a bottle of vodka at my side, gulping it down, but it did nothing, the pain was still there. Her books were scattered around the room, her bed still a mess.

Gwen had broken Nate out, brought him to Germany with her. Nobody even noticed, we were all too focused on finding Gwen that nobody bothered to check on Nate.

Now my fiancé is dead. Her body amung the rubble of the building, blown to smitheriens.

"Mr Barnes" Friday spoke "There's a package at the door for you, one of the security brung it up."

"What is it?" I asked, my voice hoarse with all the crying I have been doing.

"It's from Miss Scout, Sir."

I jumped up, swinging the door open. A brown box sat in front of me, I picked up, it was extremely heavy. And I swear I heard something move in it. I gently placed it on her bed, breaking open the top.

A white little kitten sat there looking at me, it's big eyes looking into mine. I picked it up, reading the name tag "Alpine?" I chuckled "Is this a joke?"

I placed the cat down on her bed, it cuddled into her pillows. There was a white letter at the bottom of the box, stained with cat prints. Her bracelet was also there, the one I bought her.

I felt tears in my eyes as I picked up the bracelet, slipping it on my wrist and picking up the letter, hesitating slightly before I opened it with shaky hands.

Dear Bucky,

If your reading this, it means I'm dead. Your probably wondering 'Why did my dead girlfriend send me a cat!' Or 'is this a joke?'  Meet Alpine, I met him while getting kidnapped by my evil baby sister, somehow he followed me all the way back to the compound. Now, I know I won't be here to look after him so I want you to have him, and you better take care of him.

You might hate me for what I did. But you have to understand that I had no other choice. I wasn't going to let her win, I wasn't going to let her take you from me. I knew she wouldn't show up herself to kill me, she probably used Kaden.

We leave for Germany soon, I'm just preparing myself for the end. I hope your by my side when it happens, I know you will be. Gwen told me how I was going to die all those years ago, I didn't understand it until you told me you love me, that's when I knew what had to be done.

I want to say it back, it's been on the tip of my tongue these past weeks. But I know I can't say it yet, and when I do I know your gonna tell me that I have to tell you tomorrow, because that's what Gwen said, but I know there won't be a tomorrow. This is it for us Bucky.

You might hate me, you might not. But either way I get to rest knowing that you love me, and I love you. That's right Bucky, I love you. I love you, and I forgive you. I forgive you for everything you did to me, none of it matters now, because even though you may be the reason for ruining my life, your also the reason that my life got better.

Look after the twins for me. Make sure Tony doesn't drink himself to death. Tell Steve to give Sam a break and let him win a race for once. Tell Natasha to finally tell Steve how she feels, yes that's right, Natasha has a crush on Steve. I'm just as shocked as you. And tell Lexi that Fury actually got scratched by a cat, I know she's gonna be very disappointed but it's the truth.

And take care of yourself. Alpine needs you now. I love you, Bucky.

- Your Doll, All yours.