US - Till Death Do Us Part

Chapter 3

*The proof reading for this chapter has not been done, you might find mistakes*

"Kya hum sach mai itne galat the jitna humne ek dusre ko bana diya?" She questioned as he turned to look into her eyes.

"Nahi" he whispered.

"Toh kyu kiya?" She asked and he could not help but wonder how her voice was sounding so calm.

"Iska jawaab hota toh sab kuch bohot pehle theek ho jaata".

"Toh sab kuch abhi theek nahi hai?" She asked and he looked at her trying to understand what she was trying to prove with this conversation when they themselves were aware of the fact that things were not the same between them anymore. They have changed , for the worse that is. They were happier before.

"Kyu puch rahi ho?" he asked still staring into the vast night sky. It just made him realize how there were so many things we cannot measure like how black the sky is at night or how much water there is in the sea or like the hair strands on our heads , the number of stars in the night sky and and how much we can love someone or how much he loved Shehnaaz , his Sana. Love , their love it never faded , it sometimes still leaves him speechless but it was always there. They never were away except they just started pushing away mentally. They were angry and they wanted to scream and yell except they chose to stay silent.

"Ek baar phirse tumhe jaan ne ki koshish kar rahi hu" She said leaving him speechless once again. She always has had that power on him , nobody but only her.

"Sana" he whispered.

"Ek promise karega , aaj?"

"Hmm"

"Stop pushing me away when I confess my feelings for you , dur mat bhej tab mujhe , because every time you do that I break a little more , aur mujhe tootna nahi hai" She explained.

"I don't know if you still love me , pata nahi mujhe , mind is clouded with thoughts lekin bas ek cheez se tuti nahi hu and that is my love for you , pichle do saal wo kaafi tha to keep me going aur shaayad puri zindagi bhi ho toh kaafi rahega but let me say it out loud , tujhe force nahi kar rhi mujhe pyaar karne ke liye ya bolne ke liye but just don't push me , when I say it to you" She added as he felt his body freeze with the intensity of what she felt for him. He did love her , he always have , he just slowly lost the power to say it out aloud. He always felt it was meaningless to confess or say it in words. He always told her that my actions would be enough and the day they would not be she could definitely question him. Now here they were, tangled around the same theory of love.

"Shehnaaz" he breathed pulling her closer to him ,caging her in his arms.

"Shuru se shuru karein?" he asked as she looked at him startled once again.

"Tu abhi mujhe mere purane pati ki yaad dila raha hai wo aise hi mujhe shock karta tha" She said as he let out a chortle at her words.

"Kitne pati hai bey tere?"

"Tch...hai toh ek hi bas usi mai change aa gaya toh maine do kar diya usko" She laughed leaving him staggered at how much truth would she sometimes say in forms of jokes. How easy was it for her to laugh the hurt away .

"Chup reh , mai purane wala hi hu aise toh tu bhi do huyi?" he mumbled as she laughed and nodded.

"Cheezein solve kar rahe hai toh haste haste karte hai na? Isse bhi yaad bana dete hai , ek aisi yaad jisse hum kabhi nahi bhulenge" She explained and he agreed kissing the side of her head.

"Hayee rabba hum paagal toh nahi hai?" She said dramatically as he laughed going back to the exact day when she had said that to him for the first time.