Haikyuu Imagines

Yū Nishinoya ☔/ ☁️

Warnings: Swearing // Angst 

Word Count: 1163

"I think we should break up." My shaky voice spoke into the phone.

"Wait Y/n what are you talking about?" His voice broke.

I closed my eyes as tears rolled down my cheeks. I took a shaky breath in before continuing.

"The distance Noya, I just can't do it anymore."   

"I'll facetime you more and text you every free moment I get." His words flowed off his tongue quickly. 

"Noya" I opened my eyes and looked into my kitchen from the hallway where I stood. "I'm in Japan and you're in America. Facetime and texting isn't the same"

"Is there someone else?" 

"No!" I spoke louder than indended. "I love you so much Noya. I'm breaking more and more every day, missing you is actulally breaking my heart"

"I'll come back to Japan-"

"No" I shook my head "You are doing what you love, I would never let you stop volleyball for me"

Noya let out a shaky breath into the phone. "Is this really what you want?"

I squeezed my eyes shut. My heart began to ache heavily in my chest.

"No" I honestly said. "But I just can't go through every day like this anymore."

"I understand... I feel the pain too."

I placed my hand on my stomach as I tried to steady my breath. 

"I, um, I'm sorry Noya" I tried to blink away my tears. "You're going to do wonderful things in life."

Noya's shaky breath echoed in my ear, and I tried not to cave in. 

"Bye Noya..."

"Bye, Y/n" He soft spoke on the other side of the phone.

I pulled my phone away from my ear and quickly hung up. Loud sobs left my lips as I tossed my phone beside me on my bed. I looked down at my stomach where the small bump had started to grow. I rubbed my stomach as I tried to calm myself down.

"This is the right decision... He deserves to have the life he deserves." I tried to convince myself. "He'll be happier this way."

~~~

Tears spilled down my cheeks as the nurse handed me my beautiful baby boy. His eyes a light brown, unlike my green ones. His eyes glistened in the hospital lighting. I held him against my body and his cries immediately quieted down. I admired my baby boy until the nurse had to take him to get checked up. Sweat dripped down the sides of my face as I looked up at the ceiling.

"You are very brave for doing this alone." A female nurse placed her hand on mine and gave me a soft squeeze.

I looked down at her smiling face and forced a small smile upon my lips.

Just minutes later the other female nurse that was in the room handed my baby back to me.

"So, what's his name?" 

"Kaminari." I answered looking down at his beautiful face. "Means thunder"

~~~

Kaminari is 3 years old now, time really does fly. He's starting to look more like Nishinoya. Every day it gets harder to keep him a secret from Noya. I moved into an apartment 30 minutes from Miyagi Prefecture, I wanted to stay by my hometown but far enough away no one I knew would see myself and Kaminari. 

"Hi my love" I smiled down at my baby boy as I lifted him up from his highchair. 

"Mommy, park?"

"You want to go to the park sweetie?"

He smiled brightly and nodded his head quickly. I laughed at his enthusiasm.

"Let's go to the park" I kissed his forehead before walking to our shared room.

I placed him on my bed and opened our shared closet to grab us both an outfit. I pulled out some shorts and a blue tee-shirt with a hammerhead shark on it for Kaminari and shorts and a plain pink tee-shirt for myself. I got him dressed then sent him in the living room to play with his toys before I started to change. I finished getting myself and him ready before grabbing my keys and heading out the door.

"What do you want to go on first? The swing? The slide?" I looked down at Kaminari as he walked beside me, gripping onto two of my fingers.

"Slide!" He cheered.

"Sounds like a plan baby." I looked back up as we continued down the hall towards the stairs. I stopped in my tracks as I watched someone walk up the steps towards us.

"Mommy?"

Kaminari tugged on my hand. I stared ahead as the man looked back at me, standing at the top of the stairs.

"Y/n?" His brown eye trailed from me down to Kaminari beside me, then back to me.

"Noya..." 

"Mommy, park!" Kaminari tugged me forwards.

I slowly started to make my way towards the stairs with Kaminari leading the way. Nishinoya stayed frozen in place at the stairs. Once we got to the stairs, I picked up Kaminari and stood in front of Noya. 

"How'd you know where I lived?" I asked, my heart beating so fast it felt like it was about to escape out of my mouth.

"Your mom..." He mumbled, looking at Kaminari. "Y/n" 

"Mommy! Park!" Kaminari continued to protest.

I looked down at Kaminari who was obviously impatient and uninterested in Noya.

"He really wants to go to the park." Noya slightly laughed before looking back at my anxious face. "Let's go."

I just slowly nodded and walked past Noya, him following closely beside me.

Noya and I walked in silence to the park that was just down the street. Once we made it, Kaminari squirmed out of my arms and ran directly towards the slides.

"Y/n"

I turned to Noya who pulled my attention towards him. His eyes filled with sadness.

"Is he mine?" He simply asked.

I opened my mouth to say something, but nothing came out, so I just softly nodded 'yes'. He let out a deep breath and looked away rubbing the back of his neck. I didn't know what to say so I looked back at Kaminari to make sure he was okay.

"I wanted to tell you."

"So why didn't you?"

I looked back at Noya. "You were in America, doing what you loved... I knew I wanted to keep him, and I couldn't let you throw it all away."

"That wasn't your choice to make Y/n."

I looked at the ground for a moment. "I know... but I thought it was the right choice."

"I want to be in his life Y/n, in both of your lives."

I quickly looked up at him, shocked.

"I understand why you'd want to be in his life, but mine?"

"I never stopped loving you Y/n, not even for a moment."

"I never stopped loving you Noya" I softly spoke.

He softly smiled at me and linked his hand into mine.

"I really am so sorry I never told you, I wanted to. Every moment of every day Noya. It was so hard to do alone... but I didn't want to make you give up on your dreams."

"Y/n, you are my dreams. You are and always have been my everything. I would have dropped everything, but I wouldn't have regretted a thing." He squeezed my hand. "I'm not going anywhere."