Haikyuu Imagines

Ryunosuke Tanaka ☔️

!TW!

Warnings: Suicide / swearing

Song: You found me by, The Frey

Third Person POV

There Y/n was, standing in front of her bathroom mirror. Salty tears slowly dripped down her red cheeks as she starred into her own eyes.

"You ugly pig!"

"No one is ever going to love you!"

"You are disgusting!"

"Lose some weight you pig!"

The way those words rolled off her peers' tongues so easily made Y/n's heart drop to the tile flooring.

"I'm so ugly." Y/n mumbled to herself as more tears clear tears poured out of her eyes.

The second year looked down to her white sink, she gripped the sides of it as a loud scream escaped her lips. The pain that was building up in her chest busted out through her throat. Her jaw was clenched as she breathed heavily through it. She threw open her cabinet and pulled out a white bottle of pills. She yanked the lid off and poured some pills in her hand. She looked at the candy colored pills before she tossed them into her mouth. She turned on the faucet and cupped her hand underneath. She brought the water up to her lips and swallowed it down with the pink and blue pills. Y/n looked up into her reflection, she didn't look like herself. The y/h/c haired girl threw the empty bottle into the trash beside the counter and made her way out of the bathroom.

She sat on her bed as she waited for the pills to work- but they never did. She sat there for a half an hour, and nothing happened. She shook her head and took a deep breath. She grabbed her backpack that was at the foot of her bed and made her way out of the empty house.

//

She could feel her head spinning as she walked through the high school gates.

"I should have eaten something before I left" She muttered to herself

She softly shook her head and continued her way to the back of the school where the gym was. She stopped walking when she felt extremely light headed. She put her hands out in front of her as she tried to keep her balance. Her breathing began to speed up as the dizziness got worse.

"Tanaka.." She mumbled before she collapsed on the cold ground

//

It was a while before anyone found the poor 16 year old girl's body.

"Ok boys! Time for a run" Sawamura called to the boys.

Tanaka looked around the gym, he didn't see y/n.

"Maybe she just wasn't feeling good" Nishinoya told the buzz-cut boy.

"Y-yeah you're right" Tanaka nodded his head and put his out door shoes on.

Ryunosuke was the first one out of the building. He was the first one to see Y/n laying still on the ground about 20 feet away from the door.

"Oh no no no no!" Tanaka cried as he bolted towards you.

He fell to his knees as he turned Y/n around.

"Call an ambulance!" He cried.

He brushed the hair out of her face. Her skin felt cool- not cold but not warm either. Tanaka had tears flying down his cheeks as he looked down at the girl he was in love with.

"Y/n you have to wake up" He softly shook you "Wake up!"

Nishinoya fell to his knees beside Tanka, his hand flung to her neck as he tried to check her pulse.

"Get her on her back!" Nishinoya panicked.

Without a second to think Tanaka put Y/n on her back. Nishinoya pinched your nose as he blew air into you mouth.

"One...two...three" Nishinoya pushed onto your chest.

The boys stood behind Tanaka as they watched in fear.

"I-is she?" Hinata mumbled.

Tears glazed the boy's eyes while Sawamura and Sugawara were on the phone calling and ambulance.

About 10 minutes later the sound of sirens filled everyone's ears. A small group of three men rushed over to Y/n. Nishinoya continued to try and revive you, tears glistened his eyes as he looked at your lifeless body.

"You have to move!" One of the paramedics yelled at Nishinoya and Tanaka.

The two boys were pulled back by the third years. The paramedics quickly tore open Y/n's shirt, exposing her small pink bra. The men placed two orange pads one above her bra and another below.

"Clear!" One of them shouted as he pressed a machine to her chest

Y/n's chest jolted up but nothing.

"Clear!" The man shouted once again.

Again, Y/n's chest jolted up. The small machine next to her showed her flat line.

"Clear!"

"Clear!

"Clear!"

The same exact word rung in Tanaka's ears as he watched the men pull back.

"Time of death, 6:48 am" The man with blonde hair looked at his watch.

Tanaka's mouth was ajar as the word 'clear' was replaced with 'time of death'. He could believe what just happened in front of him. he couldn't believe he just watched the girl who he was madly in love with die in front of him.

Yet, he didn't know she was gone long before he found her. She was dead the moment she popped the candy colored pills in her mouth and swallowed them. She was dead the moment those hurtful girls told her those awful words.

//

"She overdosed" Tanaka mumbled "She killed herself.."

He looked down at his hands as tears dripped from his eyes

"Sh-she killed herself" He mumbled once again to himself.