Haikyuu Imagines

Tadashi Yamaguchi ☔️

⚠️!!!Trigger Warning!!!⚠️

Warnings: Suicide Attempt / Swearing / Depression / Suicidal

Before I get into the Imagine, this is going to have harsh words (Not like swears). Y/n will be depressed and suicidal. I'm not going to be writing this just to be an ass, I'm writing this because people need to understand what it's like. I'll be using my own experiences (Not all of them are mine) and feelings that I can relate too.

If you ever have suicidal thoughts I want to just tell you that there are about 7 billion people in the world and if 99% of the people hate you there are still over a million people that love you. I am one of them.

3rd Person POV

There was no expression on Y/n's face as she walked down the empty school hall. Tears fell from her red eyes but her face was limp. Outside Y/n looked like a walking mess but inside nothing was happening. Her heart was already crumbled to pieces and her soul was black as tar.

No one would miss me.

Unthinkable things rushed through her head as her legs kept moving.

Just get it over with.

The 5'6 girl made her way into a gender neutral bathroom, that was only for one person, and locked the door behind her.

They'll be happier without me.

He'll be happier without me.

Y/n slowly took off her backpack and placed it down next to the sink. Y/n looked into the mirror at her refection but it seemed as if she was looking right though herself.

Y/n bent down and reached into her backpack; pulling out a small heart shaped container. She stood up and placed the object onto the sink. Her hands became shaky as she slowly opened it to see a few silver blades. Y/n picked up one of the thin blades and held it between her right index finger and thumb.

Just do it.

Without a second to spare Y/n pressed the metal down on her warm skin and sliding it across. For a second nothing happened but in just a blink of an eye red liquid started to drip out of the cut.

A small sigh left Y/n's lips as she watched the blood drip down he arm.

That wasn't that bad.

And again Y/n pressed the blade harder to her skin. She squeezed her eyes shut and quickly swept the blade across her wrist. More tears poured down her cheeks as the pain grew. The warm liquid slid down her wrist at a faster pace making Y/n's eyes shoot open. More blood flowed out of her skin and falling to the bathroom floor.

"Hello is anyone in here?" A voice appeared behind the door along with a knock.

The sudden voice surprised Y/n and made her jump which made the container and blades to fall to the ground creating a small thud.

Y/n froze and stared at the door, not making a single sound.

"Hello? I heard something fall-"

"Sorry- I'm just uh washing my hands" Y/n choked out.

"Y/n?" The voice asked.

Who is that?

"I've been looking for you"