Staring in the ceiling of my apartment, thinking how hard it is to be alone, with no one whom I can call my family, with no one who I can lean on.
Why life is to be unfair for someone like me? I grew up in the orphanage but instead of making family there, I gain enemies. Staffs of that orphanage are fond of me because I do things without any complains and I want to help them as much as I can. I'm forever grateful with that orphanage for taking care of me. Without them, I don't know if I'm still alive. Ms. Carrise told me that someone left me there outside with a paper with my name only. Yes, with my name only. Well, it's still a good thing for me, at least I know my name.
Naiisip ko tuloy kung hinahanap ba ako ng pamilya ko, bakit hanggang ngayon hindi parin nila ako nakikita? Paanong paghahanap ba ang ginawa nila at 19 years na nila akong hindi nahahanap. I'm still 5 nung nawala ako, I can't remember anything, how will I find them?
It's 5 A.M and I can't afford to sleep again baka hindi ako magising sa saktong oras at malate pa ako sa trabaho.
Trev Calling...
Trev. He's actually my boss. I've been working for him for 3 years already. After kong makagraduate, nag-apply agad ako and fortunately, natanggap din naman ako. He was finding a secretary that time and sabi pa ng HR doon eh goodluck na lang daw dahil palagi daw niyang tinatanggal sa trabaho ang mga naging sekretarya nya. Strikto daw kasi ito at pag may nagawa kang mali sa trabaho ay di na nagbibigay ng second chance. Well kinabahan din ako but at the same time I was also challenged with that kind of boss. Well, who wouldn't, I always like to challenge myself.
Hanga din mga katrabaho ko sakin dahil ako lang daw ang tumagal kay Sir Trevor pero di din nawawala mga haters sa trabaho, chinichismis na kaya daw ako nagtagal ay dahil babae daw ako ng boss namin. Tsk. Napakalabong mangyari, hindi kami talo. Kung di nyo naitatanong, my boss and I are good friends, I don't know why but we became comfortable with each other, maybe because we're both strict with our jobs and we want it to be done perfectly.
I answered his call agad baka mabad mood agad. Napakamainitin din kasi ng ulo non. Tsk
" Are you still asleep?"
"No. Anything you want me to do?"
" Well, can you go to the company at 6 A.M? My parents will be there for the contract they're asking from me. Nagkataon kasing nandito sila for some business matters ."
" Mala-late ka no?"
" A little bit." Nakarinig pa ko ng ungol ng isang babae.
" Oh, someone's having fun eh?" tukso ko sa kanya. Ewan ko ba dyan sa boss ko, wala din namang tumatagal na girlfriend.
"Ehem, just entertain then for me for a while. I have some unfinished business here."
" Sure Trev. Enjoy."
