"Does anybody like me?"..

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(I'm currently sick, so this might be awful.)
(I'm also eating water melon so..)
I do not know what this is.
Tw:
(Hold on- Let me write first)
Swearing,
Voices in head?
Blood

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Tommy woke up, he grimaced and he slowly got memories of the day before. Tommy hates being put to the side of everything. Phil left him on seen yesterday after being told that he was in danger, he didn't really know why he did but maybe he had a reason.

Everybody lied to you.
Everybody liked you.

He got to used to it by now, it always happens, never to his closest friends but his family. They always had a reason.

He got up painfully, he didn't know what happens now, he turned on his phone, reading the latest things he had.

Everybody lied to you
everybody lies to you.

He clicks onto discord, seeing that Phil and Wilbur was in a call. Joining quickly, He wanted to know what happened with Phil.

"Phil, I get that but like—" Wilbur paused as he heard someone join the call. "Hello?" It was like that for around one minute, just silence. Nothing.

"Phil—" Tommy got cut off when they both left the call. The first thing that happens when he join the call was getting kicked out, Tommy hasn't talked to anyone, not his friends - not his family and he didn't get the chance to even talk.

He paused turning away from his computer.

I like you
I like you!

I nodded and turned around again, going into VC 2, waiting for them to stop.
And the voices.
But i don't want them to stop, they comfort me.

No, they don't, they mentally are me feel everything i got to feel but in talk Edition.

I am drained already and its only 11am.

I physically hurt, and get tired of nothing.

I LIK3 YOU
I LIK3 YOU

The voices hurt me more too, of course, Techno (#Technosupport) help me, but i just don't feel like calling him after 2 months.

I don't recognise the ping, indicating someone has joined, meaning they wont talk. I sigh sadly, rethinking my life, how it would be if i never became big.

That was always a dream, i achieved the dream and now..i want it to go back. I don't deserve it, i don't deserve the love i get, i don't deserve fans..

"Does anybody..like me?" I say to myself, sadly realising no. No one does, no one will.

I hear a chuckle, deep monotone voice, Techno. "Oh tommy..Everybody likes you."

What?..the..hell.

That is what the voices say, it sounds weird coming from techno though.

Another ping distracted me. "Everybody likes you Tommy!" Tubbo? I'm confused.. what's happening.

Crash

Every body likes you.
E v e r y b o d y l i k e s y o u.
Everybody l i k e d you.

I slammed my head against the table wanting the voices to stop.
There was silence..then blood.
I guess...

I slammed my head a little to hard..

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:)


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