'Couldn't, but I can'

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Running away??! (Bîtch idk fûcking know)
Swearing (from the author not tommy)
Mentions of drugs and pills

(Maybe..just maybe 4th wall breaking.)

Tommy sat on his bed. Listening to the rain pouring outside, the little tapping in his window that went silent and carried on after a short while.

He wasn't doing anything in particular, just remembering old memories, happy memories, I should add.

He was scrolling on tiktok and watching all his fan's edits and art, which he found really cool. After around 3 minutes, he went past one that reminded him, reminded him of his friends.

Tommy doesn't really know how to feel when with his friends.
He doesn't know how to act other then the famously known loudness and harshness always filling his personality and voice after a while.

A Lot of people found this annoying when they first watched him.

You would know..wouldn't you? I mean..that's his intro to his videos, to his life, to his weekly fun.

Tommy knew his fans found him annoying, his friends did too! He knows, he has heard, maybe just maybe..Eavesdropped.

Don't tell anyone though.

In real life, tommy thought a lot about..running away. Why, might you ask?

Troubles? No more. Fighting? No more. Living life by the rules? No more.

I mean, he was set, prepared for this.

Don't get him started on the old:
"ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ʏᴏᴜʀ ꜰʀɪᴇɴᴅꜱ?..ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ʏᴏᴜʀ ꜰᴀᴍɪʟʏ?.."

He knows what everyone was going to say, what you will say..not that, but something different.

He has told them, plenty times.
Every month actually before this day.

Every discord call, every video, he's let it slip..purposely .
They all think he's joking.

"Oh tommy, you couldn't.." (cocky bîtch aye? 😋)
"Tommy, don't be silly, you couldn't do that even if you tried.." (lil' hype 😏)
"Tommy, you couldn't run away without us anyway."(Dummy thicc 😌)
"Don't worry guys! Tommy is joking, he couldn't do that to us, right?.. 𝗥𝗶𝗴𝗵𝘁?"
(Don't get me started on you 😜👍)
Right..
Tommy rolled his eyes at remembering that sentence, Wilbur thinks to far ahead of himself. Daily.

He doesn't think they know that he isn't a little child.
He's a big boy now.
He knows things.
He's a teenager.
One year away from being an adult, don't get him started though or he'll cry himself to sleep again.

Tommy doesn't think to much about what will happen.
He just knows one thing..

How to run away.

It's 12am, meaning one thing, now..or never .

He grabbed his bag, left one single text to his parents, one note, one last thing.

Tommy grabbed food, snacks, Pills, water, coke.

Not cocaine you silly
Although he has tried that before, but another story for another day

One note. You've saw, you've read.
You know nothing of.
You don't know what it says.

Tommy runs away quite often, starting at 8, finishing with 15.
He decided to come back. Every god damn time. But this time, there isn't anymore of that silliness.

He left the pen on the paper, reading the note in his head over and over again.

'I'm leaving, forever, and ever, the line goes on, most think I'm lying.
Most think I couldn't, but I can.'

Tommy smiles before jumping through the window in his room.
Thinking about the past escapes, bringing memories as well as tears into his soul,
This time...
For the first time..in history, Thomas simons..is leaving, and won't, be coming back.

The note, for one last time going through his head.

I'm leaving, forever, and ever, the line goes on, most think I'm lying.
Most think I couldn't, but I can.

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