GONKILLU ONE SHOT

Hermaphrodite

@Queen_of_the_Cringe

(Ok i tried so hard to find you but i cant find the tag im so sorry-)

For those of you who dont know who a hermaphrodite person is, they basically have both genitalia. Like for example in a DJ i read, a boy had both a penis and a vagina, the vagina being placed at the balls area-ish idk.

This goes out to the person above! Thanks for the request!

⚠️WARNING CONTAINS SLURS AND SEXUAL CONTENT READ AT YOUR OWN RISK!! ⚠️

No Ones Pov :

"Im sorry!" Killua said, he sat on the floor, knees spread beside him and hands between his legs. "I promise i wont do it again!" He said, eyes pleading at the man standing above him. This man is Etama, killuas boyfriend. Killua was doing the dishes, and accidentally broke a plate when he got startled from etama coming home. And so he gave killua a punishment, he hit him. And then hit him again, and yelled into his face. Tears streaming down the pale skin from those cerulean blue eyes, the eyes that pleaded to be left alone. "Im so sorry! Please babe i wont-"

SLAP

"Dont call me babe! What the hell!? You fucking fag!" Etama yelled he hit killua again, then kicked his stomach. He kept yelling slurs and hit killua. That was until his phone rang. "Hello? Oh hey baby" etama answered. Killua wasnt shocked, he knew etama cheats on him, but it still hurts. He quieted his sobs as to not get hit again,

'never let anyone hear or see you'

Etama always said.

'I love you, so listen to me.'

'Nobody would want to see that disgusting thing- never show anyone this you rat!'

"Yeah, yeah I'll be over, wait for me? Ok ilyt bye" Etama turned to killua "you got lucky, better not happen again. I love you bye" he said walking out the door. "I love you too..." killua said under his breathe. He got up and cleaned the broken dishes. Fucking hipocrite, mad because he broke one plate and then broke them on his body!? Asshole...

He swept up the mess and finsihed what was left of the dishes. Then he cleaned the kitchen, and went into the bathroom limping. He looked into the mirror.

He doesnt recognize the person in this mirror.

This person, what once was fluffy white hair, was drooped as if to fit his mood, and covered in the crimson blood that should be pumping through his veins. Dark circles under the once shiny sapphire like eyes, from the lack of sleep, now dull and puffy from crying, now seemingly dead. His lips were dry and matched his pale tone, the pretty pink shade now non existent. Hes skinner than before, from lack of food, seeing his rib cage when he breathes in. His pale slim fingers seemed like a spiders. His once healthy shiny skin, now a dull pale, he looks dead.

"Youre such an ugly monster" he muttered to himself. "No point in trying if im not pretty either way" he mumbled small things like that to himself as he cleaned his wounds, crimson blood staining the sink. "Great more to clean...youre so useless" he said to himself again.

After all that he changed his clothes and threw them into the wash, not with etamas clothes, his clothes didnt have that kind of luxury. He laid down in bed and starred at the ceiling.

He never slept. He would fall unconscious and wake up minutes later, the small amount he ever got never helped. Most nights etama would r### him, and he would degrade him the whole time. Killua hates that. He hates that what etama says is true, he doesnt like the degrading as a kink, but he knows what etama says during it is true. He calls him a fag, which he is. And a slut, a whore, a little bitch, a fucking crybaby etc etc. He hates that its true.