GONKILLU ONE SHOT

Thoughts

722 words

Killua sat atop the rooftop, eating his lunch as usual.

Thoughts from first period kept bugging him though.

The things they called him, simply because hes gay. The things they did to him. It was horrifying.

As the thoughts circled through his head, one specific one kept playing on loop.

"Maybe you should give up! Go take a swan dive off of the roof of the building why dont ya?!"

One of the boys said that as he got beaten up after class.

And would it really be killuas fault if he did? Just thinking about it made his heart beat fast.

When you see characters fall off of buildings in animes and shows, its just so peaceful.

Would it really be so bad, if he jumped?

Killua stood up, and walked towards the edge.

Its not as if anyone would care right?

He stood on the ledge, looking down.

Despite being a middle school, its got 5 floors because of the students that attend there.

No one was outside,

No one was there to see him

No one to catch him

No one to stop him

He took his cardigan off

He let his messy hair flow in the autumn breeze

And as he took the step forward,

As he fell from the roof

He heard his name get called out,
In a scream of agony

Then he fell still

There was a breeze,

But he wasnt falling

He looked up to meet hazel eyes,

Filled to the brim with tears

Killuas pale wrist,

Being held by a tanned hand

"Killua!"

The boy called out

"Give me your hand"

He said, putting his other hand out for killua

"Gon"

The boy said

"No! Let go!"

He yelled, pushing his pale hand against the tanned skin, trying to pry him off

"Killua! Please"

The albino looked up to meet his best friends eyes

The sapphires widened as tears fell onto his face from the hazel ones

"Please, i wont let you die"

The tanned gestured his hand out again, getting a pale one to clasp with his after a moments hesitation

Killua got pulled up, but before he could breathe he felt strong arms wrap around him

"Why would you do that!?"

The boy yelled, hugging killua close to his chest. Killua trembled, and let out a sob. He burried his face into gons chest and cried his heart out.

Gon put his hand into the cloud like hair, playing with it to calm to hyperventilating boy.

"Its okay, im here..."

He whispered into killuas ear, rubbing circles on his back.

"Im sorry...im so sorry"

The albino cried out, grasping gons shirt. He sobbed and sobbed, wetting gons shirt with his tears.

They ended up skipping school. Gon took killua back to his place, and mito allowed it. She saw the state of the boys and didnt scold them, she simply fed them and quietly let them do their thing.

They cuddled and watched movies until killua eventually fell asleep in gons arms.

'Killua....'

Gon thought, looking at the peacefully sleeping boy on his chest. Just hours ago killua was dangling from the schools roof.

Just hours ago he almost died.

What wouldve happened if gon hadn't shown up?

Killua took a step, and fell from the roof

He felt the autumn breeze flow through his hair and clothes,

Making them fly around in the wind

He smiled,

This was peaceful

The feeling of the breeze all over his body

The feeling as he plummeted downwards

It was as if this was all in slow motion,

Like a movie

Killua giggled a little,

And he let his eyes close

He enjoyed the feeling of falling off a building

He didnt enjoy when it came to an end

He hit the ground with a thud

His head really hurt

He felt warm,

He felt like he was in a warm bath

And he was,

In a warm bath of blood

He heard screams around him

And hazily, he saw kids surrounding him

One in particular stood out, it was the loudest one

The one with hazel eyes

Killua soon felt sadness

A tear fell from his eye,

And no longer having the strength to stay awake

He let his eyes fall,

He fell into unconsciousness

But,

Did he wake up?