Ugh, i hate angst and i am no heart to hurt my Beam longer ... Bear me, readers, i want end his pain soon ❤️😘
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"Sam hasn't done anything suspicious so far," Grant said, tugging at his hair in frustration. "We've been watching him for more than a week and even tapping all of his gadgets and office, while among all that photos of Forth and Beam have popped up again."
Tul nodded in agreement. "Right, Phi, his last conversation with one of the recording staff a few days ago even sounded like he was really worried about Forth."
"How is Beam doing now?" Max asked. "I haven't seen him again since that night. I couldn't bear to see him. I know he's a man too, but somehow I've always felt that he's more like a child who needs to be protected and Forth is the perfect fit for that. To Forth, Beam is like the air he needs to breathe, something that makes his existence meaningful."
"Like music," added Tul half-dreamingly. "They're like long lost pieces of puzzles then found and put together. Like ... clicks, and everything is perfect for each other."
Grant sighed as he listened to the words of his baby bro's friends, whom he had considered his younger brother too so far.
Forth was a rebel in the Jamorhnoom family since childhood. His stubborn, cold, and independent nature makes Forth always get what he wants, although sometimes his actions cause a lot of controversy. No one can control Forth because he is a free spirit and everyone in the family secretly hopes that one day he will meet someone who can truly make Forth's life more calm and stable. One who can understand and even control Forth's soul.
Everyone had always thought, a woman who possessed mental strength would control Forth, and no one had ever thought that it would not be a woman, but a man who was not only handsome but also beautiful at the same time, masculine in a beautiful way, and who most importantly, has all the strength needed to accompany Forth with all the dynamics of his life.
Beam had the strength to walk with Forth, take his hand and lead him on a better path without Forth feeling pulled too tight.
Beam agreed with Forth's thoughts and opinions while harmonizing his own without Forth feeling challenged and tutored.
Beam treats Forth as himself while leading Forth to be what he wants without Forth feeling ruled and forced.
Forth became a much better and perfect version of himself in the feelings of love Beam gave him and the love Forth had for Beam. They are perfect together and for each other.
Grant already knew that Beam will sacrifice himself for Forth and vice versa. They both will broken if anything happend to one of them. They are soulmate and Grant willing to protect that beautiful match will all he can do, so does his other brothers--Torn and Wine.
"Hey, whose camera is this?" asked Park, who had just entered the living room. "Nice camera."
"It belongs to Beam," replied Forth who came down the stairs. "He hasn't taken a picture in a long time."
"Is he sleeping?" Max asked, pointing up. "Is he all right, Forth?"
"He's fine, but I haven't let him go back to the hospital yet. It's too risky. Phana and Kit arranged his leave with Phi Torn."
Park fiddled with Beam's camera with great interest. Park turns on Beam's camera and marvels at the photos inside, which Beam took and haven't had time to transfer to his laptop.
Grant, Tul, Max, and Forth are still chatting about the perpetrators of the threats and sharing the photos that frighten Beam as Park stares at something in the camera.
"Forth," Park said later. "You should see this."
Forth turned his attention to Park, so did the others. Park shows some photos taken by Beam.
"Nice photo," Max commented.
Park shook his head. "Tul, can you print these photos so we can see more clearly?" he asked.
Tul takes the camera in Park's hands and processes Park's request.
"What exactly do you want to show me?" asked Forth impatiently.
Park lined up some of the printed photos on the table. "I saw some photos. I think Beam likes to take pictures of animals and plants, but these few photos, I see he's starting to change. He took lots of photos of crowds, landscapes. So, take a look at some of these photos. There are similarities in these photos."
Forth, Max, Tul, and Grant studied the photos carefully.
"Forth," suddenly Beam stood behind Forth. "What are you guys looking at?"
Forth turned and his face brightened, seeing Beam who had been refreshed after a shower. He grabbed Beam's hand and brought him to sit on his lap.
Beam looked shy when he saw Grant looking at him with a seductive smile, but Forth hugged his stomach tightly and rested his chin on his shoulder.
"Baby, take a look. Park thinks there's something in common among all the photos you last took."
"Hm? Similarities?" asked Beam in surprise.
"Why are you taking photos like this, Beam? I saw before that you took more photos of animals and plants, but then you started taking photos of people, crowded places, even some concerts," said Park.
Beam blushed. "That's because . . . I felt that Forth was in that kind of world so I tried to fit in and it was interesting."
Everyone laughed seeing how Beam's face was as red as a tomato when he said that and Forth's eyes filled with tears.
Beam diverted his embarrassment by looking at the photos in front of him. Suddenly he gasped and his face instantly turned pale. He gripped Forth's hand and pointed to one of the photos. "Ba-baby, who is it?"
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