Jungwon's POV
She cried. She cried and cried.... silently. I'm comforting her to the best that I can to comfort someone. I never comforted anyone after so many years. I never did. This is the first time I guess after that.
Patuloy lang sa pagtaas baba ang kanyang mga balikat habang ang kanyang ulo naman ay nakasandal sa aking dibdib.
Bumitaw ako sa pagkakayakap ko sa kanya at ganun din ang ginawa nya kahit na patuloy parin sya sa pag-iyak at nakatingin sa sahig. Hinawakan ko ang tuktok ng ulo nya at ginulo ang kanyang buhok sabay sabing...
"Ang panget mong umiyak." Oo na oo na. Hindi ako gaanong magaling pagdating sa gantong bagay eh.
"Hmm." I heard her laugh a little which makes my heart flutter.
"Tara sa open field." sabi ko ng tumigil na sya sa pag-iyak at tsaka ko sa inakbayan
Maharot? Hindi ako maharot hah! Pisting yawa! Oo na medyo may kalandian din ako haha
"A-anong gagawin natin doon? Kalahating oras na lang may klase na ulit tayo."
"Saglit lang tayo doon." sabi ko at tsaka hinila si Y/n sa open field.
Nang makarating na kami ay agad ko syang iginiya sa isang bench upang maupo roon.
"It's beautiful here." sabi nya
"Yes it is." sagot ko at bumuntong-hininga "Kapag umaga, palagi itong nadadaanan ng mga pumapasok sa paaralang ito. Kung iisipin nga, sino ba ang maglalagay ng ganto sa mismong harap ng gate ng school. It's already beautiful but it will be more beautiful when it's already afternoon." mahabang litanya ko
"Madaldal ka din pala noh." sabi nya at bahagya pang natawa. I guess, bringing you here is a good idea.
"Minsan lang." pag-amin ko na lamang
"But you're right. Every morning, I would imagine myself sitting here. The view, the place, everything is just perfect. Lalo na kapag hapon kasi malilom dito. Since this is open field, malayang nakakadaan ang hangin sa paligid. It would give you warmth. Right?" bigla nyang tanong habang nakangiti sa akin. Nakatitig ako sakanya habang ang kanyang mahahabang buhok ay sumasayaw kasabay ng pagpatak ng aking luha.
Y/n's POV
I asked him pagkatapos ng mga sinabi ko. Medyo humangin kaya't ang mga puno ay tila ba sumasayaw kasabay nito ang paggalaw ng aking mahabang buhok.
"Right?" as I asked him, I looked at him only to see the tears brimming to his face.
"B-bakit ka umiiyak?" agad kong tanong sa kanya pero nananatili syang nakatingin sa akin.
Agad kong kinuha ang panyo ko at akmang ibibigay ito sa kanya ng bigla syang tumayo at naglakad.
"Jungwon, sandali lang." tumakbo ako para habulin sya at hinawakan ang kanyang pulsuhan para tumigil sya sa paglalakad.
He's crying. Without an emotion. He's just there, standing in front of me while his tears kept on falling.
"M-may problema ka ba? Alam kong ngayon lang tayo nagkita pero kung may problema ka, sabihin mo sa akin. I don't know how to pay your kindness for helping eversince this morning so let me..."
"Wala. Wala lang ito Y/n." natigil ako sa pagsasalita ng bigla nya akong yakapin. His head was resting to my shoulder while his hands are wrap around my waist.
I'd admit it. It's uncomfortable. I'm uncomfortable. This morning, when he saw me uncomfortable with Liane and Sunghoon, he held my hand and pulled me to my new sit. At the cafeteria, he teased me but I know he's just concerned. Also at the cafeteria, he made a fake story just so I can sit with him and our classmates won't bother him again. I shouted at him because I want Sunghoon's attention but it didn't work so I just ran. As I was running, I was crying but he caught me so he hug me to comfort me. He then again held my hand so we could go to the open field. I stopped crying and we're just talking for 10 minutes when I saw him crying. He then tried to leave but I held his hands to stop him. I'm comforting him but then he hugged me as if he didn't want to let me go.
Hindi iyon karaniwan sa mga taong kakikilala pa lamang. If something like this would happen to someone, they might think the other one is already being a pervert or one just want to hug someone or needed a hug by someone.
This is how Sunghoon and I comfort each other. But Jungwon, why do I feel like I've known him for years? Uncomfortable, yes because we just met this morning but the safeness I felt, the safeness I'm feeling everytime his around is really... different. It's so strange.
...
"J-jungwon, c-can you please let me go?" I said. I've been comforting him for like 5 minutes. We're hugging for 5 minutes.
"I-I'm sorry y/n." he said as he let me go
"It's okay. If you need something, just tell me. W-we should go now, the class may start in a few minutes." I said as I gave him my handkerchief and distanced myself from him and he also did
...
We're walking side by side. Without anyone talking. Nadaanan na namin ang mga lockers at pagkatapos nito ay ang dalawang classroom bago ang amin. Sabay kaming pumasok ng classroom at agad na umupo si Jungwon sa kanyang upuan. Ang unang-una kong ginawa ay hinanap si Sunghoon. Wala sya doon. Wala.
Naluluha ako sa tuwing iniisip si Sunghoon. Ang timang na iyon. Paano nya ako nagawang baliwalain ng ganon na lamang. Hayyy, misunderstanding lang siguro. Kakausapin ko sya mamaya kapag uwian na. Kung aamin man ako o huwag na lang ay pag-iisipan ko na lang muna. Sasabihin ko na dapat sa kanya kaninang lunch time eh kaso...dapat pala inagahan ko. Dapat.
"Y/n?" tumingin ako sa pintuan at nakita ko doon si Sunghoon na nakatayo habang hingal na hingal. "Saan ka ba nagpunta? Kanina pa kitang hinahanap ah?!" bigla nyang sigaw kaya nagulat ako at medyo napaatras
"Huwag mo nga akong sinisigawan PARK SUNGHOON!!!" sigaw ko sa kanya pabalik at naging tahimik ang buong paligid. "I'm sorry. Hindi ko sinasadyang sumigaw." sabi ko at tumingin ako sa mga kaklase namin, kay Jungwon, Liane at Sunghoon. Buti wala pa ang guro namin.
"I'm sorry den." pagkasabi nya non ay tumingin sya sa akin at niyakap ako.
End of Chapter 6
Author's note: Bad news to every Engene. 5 members of Enhypen which is Heeseung, Jay, Jake, Sunghoon and Jungwon is positive to the virus COVID-19. They are currently being quarantined and they are also checking the staffs and their families. I, as an Engene, is hoping for their fast recovery. Meanwhile, please pray for their fast recovery too as well as Sunoo and Ni-ki's health. This chapter is especially for their current situation. Uncomfortable because of what happened to them but hug them even in just your dreams. Thank you!
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