Just a normal Girl | Y/N x Tom Hiddleston

Movie night

The next morning you wake up smiling. You dreamed about the kiss and you feel like you can still feel his sweet lips on yours.

After staying in bed for a few more minutes, Loki starts to walk up to the door and look at you, tilting his head. He whimpers a little, and you know that he wants to go for a walk.

So you decide to get up and pick out your clothes. Before you went to bed you wrote Nora a message, telling her about the kiss and since then you havent checked your phone yet. You are not surprised when you see the 9 messages of her, flipping out and congratulating you, it makes you smile and only makes your own excitement worse.

When you open the door of your room, Loki immediately runs towards the door of the hotel room. You chuckle and recognize Tom, putting a leash on Bobby. He looks up to you and his eyes light up immediately. "Hey, good morning", he says softly. "Hey", you smile.

"Wanna joyn us on a walk?", he asks with a friendly voice. "Yes, sure.", you answer and call Loki so you can put on his leash aswell.

When you leave the hotel Tom takes your hand and looks at you from the side, like he's asking if thats okay. You grin happily and blush, holding his hand a little tighter.

You walk together through the park, hand in hand, you really enjoy being with him.

After the walk you feed Loki and want to check you emails, because you have applied for a job in a lab in New York. You sit down on the couch and open your laptop. The Browser openes up and suddenly mutiple headlines catch your attention. Such lines as 'Has Tom Hiddleston a sercet girlfriend', or 'Mysterious woman spotted with Tom Hiddleston again', are all over your start feed. Ugh, not again. You see pictures of you and Tom coming out of the restaurant. And those pictures of me look horrible. On most of the pictures you are holding your hand in front of your face, because of the flashlights. Or Tom is in front of you, trying to fake smile, which didn't really work out.

You sigh. Being in an article with a picture of you and Tom together seemed a lot more exciting until it really happened. Also because it's mostly gossip. But you are not used to being in the center of attention. And of course you start to read other peoples comments as you always do, but this time the comments are about you.

It feels strange to read someone elses opinion about you, especially when it's negative. It's not like they would hate on you, because they don't even know who you are, but then you find a comment saying: 'Ugh, he could do so much better. Why would he even choose her?!'. 

You get a weird feeling reading these comments, and start to feel very insecure. After a while you shut your laptop and just sit on the sofa, thinking about the past few weeks. You also already thought that you may be not 'good' enough for Tom, but hearing it from somone else, affects you more than you thought.

There was no email of the laboratory, so you put you laptop away, still in thoughts. You almost bump into Tom as you walk to the kitchen. He sees that you don't look very happy. "Hey Y/N, is everything okay?", he looks concerned. "Uhm yeah kinda. Idk.", you look away but then decide to tell him about the comments. "I-. There are some articles again, about yesterday.", you look at him. "Oh", he looks guilty and you continue a littler more quiet: "anyways... I read some of the comments and they are not really nice..."

He seems to understand and looks really sorry. He takes you in his arms; "I'm really sorry darling. People on the internet can be really mean.", he says and you remember the hate he got on Twitter and other social meadia plattforms. Knowing that it was also a hard time for him, you end the hug and try to smile.

"How about watching a movie tonight?". "Sounds great.", he also starts to smile. "But I'll choose the move", you quickly say and grin. Tom chuckles.

In the evening you try to find some snacks in the kitchen. You also put on cozy pants and your oversize sweater. Loaded with chips and some chocolate, you make yourself on the way to Toms bedroom, because he has a TV in front of his bed.

When you arrive at his door you have no hand left to open it, so you try to knock by kicking it. He openes the door laughing:"Come in. You can just put all of that one the bed", he chuckles.

You look around a bit when you finally put down the snacks. His room looks a bit different than yours. It's a bit bigger, has a TV and there is an extremely ugly painting on the wall. You have to laugh and try to figure out what it represents, tilting your head. Tom notices that and chuckles "This painting is awful.", he says standing next to you. "It really is.", you answer laughing. "BUt iT's ArT", you joke.

It's a bit cold in the room and you already crawl under the blankets on Toms bed. "So", he joyns you "Which movie did you choose?". You turn on the TV and start Netflix. "How about Forest Gump? It's one of my favourite movies.", you look at him. He smiles;"Sounds great."

The movie starts and you cuddle up to him a little more because you are still cold. He puts an arm around you and you breathe in his familiar scent.

Hours pass and you watch another movie. Meanwhile your head rests on his chest and you are really tired. You can hear Toms heart beating and feel his chest go up and down. His arm is still laying around you, with his hand on your waist.

Even though you are really tired you get a tingling feeling and your heart starts to beat a little faster. You move your legs a little bit to find a comfortable position under the blankets and lay one of them bent over Toms legs.

You can feel his hand on your waist, as it moves upwards. You look up to him as he caresses your cheek and then reach up to kiss him. It's a soft kiss and he still holds your cheek. After a few seconds he leans more towards you, so that you are facing eachother, one hand of his placed on your lower back now.

The kiss get a little more intense and you are laying on your back again with him on you, but you notice that he's holding himself back a little. He looks at you softly for a moment. "Hey, do you maybe wanna sleep here tonight?"

"Yes, very much.", you smile and pull him back in to one last kiss. His baby blue eyes light up a little and he sweeps his curly hair out of his face.

A few minutes later you stand up to quickly brush your teeth and put on your pyjamas. Then you go back to Tom and crawl under the blankets with him.

This is the new part. I hope you like it ^^ And I also try to write more often but I don't always have time and I don't want the parts be to short. I hope thats okay with you. :)