I heard screaming from up stairs.then I see destiny leave. As Luke comes out I walk to him. I could see he was hurt" hey what's wrong" I say going to hug him but he pushed me and hard. As I fell I wanted to cry but then I became angry. I stood up and said" what was that for.... I try to help you and you treat me like I'm some crazed fan and push me away.... no I'm not playing that game.. " anger had filled me until I was just saying things not even remembering what I said" no.... I'm not going be treated like crap again.... it took all I had to forgive you last time.... in fact the only reason I forgave you was for ashton. ... I didn't wanna hurt him..... " I say" I don't understand why I try to even be your friend let alone a part of your family I mean I try so hard to help you and you just shut me out or be a total douche" I say" well stop tryin to be there for me and trying to fix every part of me you think is broke because I'm fine" he yells at me" ......... you know what..... how about you forget I exist and I'll forget you exist and there will be no problems between us.... okay" I scream and run upstairs. I hurt him..... I didn't just hurt him I basically just killed him inside... I try to be a good friend and I'm treated like this. I hear a knock on the door. At this time i was packing my stuff to move out. " kate" it's Calum. " what" i say more angrily than I wanted to. " let me in" he says I open the door and he sits in the bed" what are you doing? " he asked. " I'm packing because Luke obviously don't want me here..... and obviously hates me so yea......" I say continuing to pack. " no Jr don't its just he is upset right now... you know how Luke is when he Is mad" he says" yea well I'm done with him taking his anger out on Me all the time" " hey you know what" Calum says" what?" I say" lets go for a run and then we will see how you feel later ok" he says. " fine lets go".
When we get outside I see Luke get in his car. I could tell he was crying. As he started the car he looked at me and I looked away knowing I would yell at him again. " where y'all going" Ashton asked" well you fiance over here was making a dumb choice so I suggested we go for a run and see how she feels later" Calum said. " mind if I come" Ashton asked" might as well" Calum said.
I ran ahead of them. When I'm mad I always run faster. As they catch up I stop and turn around" are you even human kate" Calum says in between gasps." Well let's see right now I could turn into the hulk so..... I'm going to go with no." I say as I begin to run back to the house. I never had talked to Calum like that but right now I could yell at a hurt little puppy.
When we got home I went to the pool to cool down. All I did was swim. When I got out and went to my room I saw Ashton unpacking my stuff. " if he says another thing to me im leaving....." I say" no you aren't because we are a team. And you can't leave.... I need you" he says. I walk up and hug him after I change. " I know and I need you too..... it's just he is such a jerk to me and I'm just done with being the person being blamed for the problem. ." I say." I know" Ashton says. " i love you" i say" I love you too"
I walked down stairs to apologize to Calum and then I see Luke. As soon as I see him I tell Calum to come to my room......." yea Kate what's up" he says" look I just wanted to apologize..... and thank you for taking Me out for the run it really helped" I say" yep. ..... you are okay... just don't let him bother you" he says as he walks out. how was. I suppose to do that. ........ he was such a jerk..... I'm going to do what I said and I hope he follows it to:
Pretend I don't exist and I will pretend you don't exist.
