I ended up falling asleep to Luke humming Out Of My Limit. When I woke up Luke was playing on his phone. All of the sudden mine went off. I open up instagram to see a picture of me asleep and Luke smiling. The caption read:
Rough day for the princess....... she feels like she is such a dangerous thing..... but we all know different... I love her as if she were my sister ..... I love you Katie: )
As I read I couldn't keep myself from smiling. I look up to see Luke smiling at me " for real" I say" for real" he replied. " you wanna do something" Luke asks me" yea with who" i ask" just me, you and destiny..... you all in" he asks" yea.... matching beanies?" I ask smiling" yup and tanks" he says winking.
When Luke left to get dressed I threw on a tank top that said FRESH and some jean shorts. As I pick a beanie I feel arms slip around me" hey..... " I hear Ashton say" hey...." I say leaning back into him" what are you doing" he says kissing my shoulder" me, Luke and dest are going out" I say" oh.. .... well tomorrow is our 2 year anniversary. .." he says" yea I know..... what are we going to do because Cass's birthday is next week" i say trying to think. " how about a candle lit dinner and a movie" he say" alright" I say smiling. " I gotta go.... I love you" I say turning around and kissing him. I missed kissing him.... it feels like we haven't been together in a long time..... " love you too" he says letting go.
I walk out to the car where destiny and Luke are. " you ready" Luke asks" yep" I say getting in the back seat. The first place we stopped was a piercing place. " what are we doing here" I ask" destiny is getting her nose pierced" Luke says getting out and fixing his beanie" really" i say.. " yea" she says. Me and Luke looked at future tattoos while destiny got her nose done . " let's go" she says. I could see the little stud in her nose..... at first I didn't like it but after awhile it looked cute on her. Then we headed to get Chinese food. After lunch we headed home.
The ride home was really awkward. . No one talked. .. Luke and I would exchange quick glances which turned into quick funny faces. He always knew how.to.make me smile. We had to stop a couple times for destiny because she got sick. While we waited for her I would stare at Luke while he made the weirdest sounds but I would.laugh every time.
We finally got home. Luke took destiny to the guest room so that she could rest because she was feeling sick. It took Luke a long time to come back. When he did he looked really safe but really mad" what is it luke" i ask" destiny thinks that we are spending too much time together..... and she thinks I'm possibly cheating" he says. I couldn't say anything I Was so.mad at my self ... so I got up and left. " where are you going" he says following me" back to Florida my life would be so much easier there" I say grabbing my keys. " katelen. Don't do This to me" he says " do what Luke..... make your life better...... make destiny and you happy again..... me leaving is better for you all" I say walking out the door" I can't lose you........ I have messed up with you to many times and I'm not going to let you leave" he says with tears running down his face" its not your fault Luke...... I'm just done being the one who gets you all hurt... the one who causes all the trouble..... since I came here everything has went down hill" i say opening the car door. " katelen. ..... please katelen...... don't go...please we need you" he says putting his face in his hands. I walk over to him and pull his hands down and wile his tears" I have too...... tell Ashton I love him.... and I didn't want to do this" i say kissing him on the cheek. " good bye Luke hemmings..... it wad nice to be your friend" I say beginning to cry.
I get in the car and drive off. I couldn't handle staying there knowing I was causing problems......I was doing this to make it better..... am I making it better? Is Luke going to.come after me? Is he going to.tell Ashton? I don't know but I do know that this will help them in the long run....that me being out the picture will make them all a happy family again.
