𝑡𝑜𝑥𝑖𝑐 𝑊𝑎𝑦𝑠♡︎

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Sev~

I fucked up everything,, I fucked up something good in my life the only good in my life, I lost my child, my girl.

Yes I love destiny but i loved India much more, that was the mother of my child, but destiny was now carrying my child.

I cried bc I lost my other child I lost India, I never meant to hurt her but ik somebody was gon get hurt in da middle of this, somebody was gon get broken.

India was somebody I never planed to fall for, I always loved destiny she was the first girl I loved I was the first dude she ever loved.

But India it was different so different.

I couldn't go to our house bc it had everything of everything we use to be, everything I had, I was happy, my family loved her, my mother loved her and my mother haven't talked to me bc I hurt her.

That night I left out I wasn't going to destiny house but I got high and she called, she knew it was wrong but yet she did, I told her maybe we should stop but she didn't want India to be happy.

She hated that I fell for her and got her pregnant, she hated seeing us happy together, I can't see India with nobody else, it pisses me off. But she deserves her happy ending.

We lost our child, I left destiny but ik I have a child w her, maybe soon ill go back, but for now I can't I can't look at everything I lost.

I was selfish, India was my happy ending, she was the person I could picture a family with but I fucked it up.

I promised I would stay w her thru it all but I broke my promise.

She was my soulmate but maybe in another lifetime.