𝑡𝑜𝑥𝑖𝑐 𝑊𝑎𝑦𝑠♡︎

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Sev~

I got to me and india apartment and seen all of her stuff was gone,, everything of us was left i looked at our pictures and had flash black.

"Bae ik u didnt take a picture of me sleeping" I said.

"I sure did,, look we look cute love" she smiled.

"I look fine ion kno abt chu" I laughed and she got off me and I grabbed her.

"I was playing baby yk u fine and my baby gon be fine to" we laughed.

I sighed and I went into our room and seen her gun on the dresser,, I thought she would of took it but ig not.

I sat on the bed and thought abt everything we shared together,, our laughes abt nothing, our smiles,, our relationship.

A tears came out my eyes and I wiped it,, I got packing and I took one of our pictures with us and her gun.

I put everything in my car and sat our keys on under the mat and left out.

I got into my car and drove,, I didn't kno where I was going anymore.

I feel lost,, I feel like I lost my happiness she took a piece of my heart with her.

I found out she moved far away and that she was doing good and I'm happy for her.

Turns out destiny wasn't even pregnant and it was juss to keep me,, I never seen how evil she rlly was

I lost my friends, my family, my happiness, my baby, my future

Bc I was so selfish, I only thought of me.

I fucked up a good thing, I pulled to the middle of the rode and looked thru my phone at me and indias pictures.

I couldn't delete anything of us, of what we was of what we had.

It fucking hurts not having her wit me anymore

She was there when she found out my child wasn't rlly mine,, she stayed by my side.

And I did her so wrong,, I made her lose our child.

I ruined her life as soon as I came into it.