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India~ 5 years later .

"Mommy can we go to the park please daddy said we can" I guess but give me a minute okay?

"Okay" I watched has My little girl and her 3 siblings left out . I was sitting down doing my makeup and my husband walked in and smiled at me .

"Why are u staring"

"I can't get over how beautiful u are" he came over and kissed my head and then got in the shower and changed because he just had got off work .

He still does tattoos and his business was doing amazing , we moved to South Carolina 2 years ago , I missed My family alot we haven't seen them since we moved . But we always called and my brother had his little boy and he was big and of course my brother came to live down here and my mother and her husband got married a year ago and I'm so happy for her .

Liv , Jr, and shay came in the room and laid on me and Jeremiah bed and watched tv .

Liv was 5 years old , Jr was 1 and shay was 3 . I got dressed and then me the kids and my husband drove to the park , we sat on the bench and talked has we watched the kids play .

"Mommy shay pushed me down the slide" Liv said running to me .

"Shay be nice" Jeremiah said and I patted her back and she went back playing .

"God I still can't believe we made it this far" I said .

"Me too, I'm proud of us" I nodded and he kissed my forehead .

"We made beautiful kids" I smiled .

It was now dark outside so we got in the car and headed back home and the kids were super tired , which I'm glad cause they have lot of energy .

We walked in the house and all the kids went to they room and we went to ours .

"Bae I'm tiredddd" I said laying in bed .

"Me too"

The next day

I was on my way to take the kids to daycare  and I had already dropped Liv off at school and  Jr was crying because he didn't want to go .

"Honey u have to go to daycare mommy has to work okay" I said giving him a kiss and picking him up .

We walked into the daycare and I seen Paige dropping over little sev .

Sev and her ended up getting married a year after my husband purposed to me . They had 2 kids and one on the way they all were boys.

"Hey how u been" I said hugging her .

"I been good how about you"

"Never been better" I smiled .

I let the kids go and the worker Sam took them to they class .

"U want to go to the coffee shop across the street" I nodded .

We left out and walked to the coffee shop .

"Umm.. can I get black coffee and a ice coffe" the worker nodded and we went to sit down .

"How's nursing going" she asked .

"Its going going , I haven't seen u at work are u taking some time off till u have the baby"

"Yeah I'll be back in a month"

"Damn it's going to be boring without u " I laughed

"I know cause I'm fun" we laughed and then the worker brought us our coffee. 

"Here u go"

"Thank u" we both said and he nodded walked off .

"I heard ur husband is supposed to be opening another tattoo shop" I nodded while I sipped My ice coffee.

"Yeah , is other business is doing amazing so he wants to open another one but that one will be in new York so he would be gone for a while"

"At least he's making money hun , plus ur amazing at being a mother everything will be fine" I nodded , Paige has been an amazing bestfriend these past years , nobody could ever replace Yasmine tho that will always be my other half .

"Will I have to get going I have work in 30 minutes " I said getting up .

"Okay have a good day" we hugged and then I walked up and went to my car .

After work .

I came home and Jeremiah was packing for his trip to New York. 

"Hey baby u look tired"

"I am"

"I'm leaving the day after tmr so tmr we can make it all about family , seem fun?" I nodded and he opened his arms and I hugged him and we stayed like that for a min .

"The kids will miss you"

"I'll just be gone till everything is settled there and I find somebody to work it, and u will miss me to" I laughed. 

"Of course I will , we never spent a day apart , but u have things to do so I understand" he kissed my head.

"It sucks I wish I didn't have to go but money is what keeps us here" I nodded .

"Okay get some sleep imma go in my office for a while" i let go of him and went to change and laid in bed . 

Shay came walking in the room with Jr. 

"Mommy can we sleep w u and daddy please " I nodded .

"Of course come" they came on the bed and cuddled with me and soon Jeremiah came in and smiled and laid down next to Jr and then Liv came in

"Mommy"

"Yes liv"

"I wanna cuddle" Jeremiah opened his arms for her to come lay on him and she did just that , she was more of a daddy girl and shay and Jr was all about they momma .

I looked at my family in bed and smiled , I came so far , I went through so much and in the end it was all worth it . I met somebody that change my mind on love , that changed my vision on love , that made me see life so much different  .

I didn't think I would be happy every again when I found out about destiny and sev , I thought my life was done , I thought that he was my person , we might of been my soul mate , he did make me happy but I was never enough for him . He couldn't change for me because I wasn't who he wanted to change for . Us losing our baby wasn't a mistake . Me finding them wasn't a mistake .

Because in the end of it all I found my person , my other half , my happiness , my family , my husband . I built my happy ending with somebody else . I got over that hurt and made it into something beautiful .

My family kept me going my little girls and son and husband are my life .

I love the person I am and who I became , I look back and I never thought I would be here . My brother , my mother , me we all made a life for ourselves , we all have a life of our own , and a God damn amazing life at that .

I lost , I griefed , I cried , I loved , I hurt , but in the end I'm the happiest I ever been . This is all I ever will need . Family . This will never be the end , we will always continue to love even when it is running out .

I couldn't have asked for a better life no matter what I had to go through to get here . I would do it all over again just for this moment .