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45

India~

I woke up the next morning took a shower and everything before I checked my phone and seen no calls from yasmine. I didn't worry tho because she was probably still sleeping it was only 8am.

I made coffee and then got on my laptop and started reading.

After a couple hours it was still no calls.

So I decided to call Jeremiah.

After a couple rings he answered.

"Hello" he said and it sounded like he was upset

"Hey have you talked to ur sister im worried" the phone went silent.

"India ion kno how to tell you this..."

"Jeremiah please don't say what I think your finna say" tears came out my eyes my breathing was messing up.

"India...she was found dead behind the club" and I broke down, I screamed in pain.

I hung up and shook my head not believing it. I cried and my chest hurt.

My bestfriend the person that had helped me thru my darkness, the person that held me when I cried, the person that made me smile and laugh the only person that made everything okay, the only person that understood me and my past.

I cried till I couldn't breathe.

I sat there and felt nothing, tears still came down my face. I lost my bestfriend, my other half

I juss laid on my couch till my eyes got heavy and soon I fell asleep.

The next morning

I woke up and I heard my phone ringing.

But I didn't care to answer it. I hoped that it would be here but ik its not.

I took my phone and looked at all the miss calls from her parents and Jeremiah.

Jeremiah

Jeremiah: u okay?

Jeremiah: my parents  want to know if your okay

Jeremiah: the funeral is next week

Jeremiah: my parents want u to be there

Jeremiah: my parents and ur mom are worried.

I sat there and felt tears coming down, I can't believe she's actually gone, it might of been a couple months but it was like we been knew eachother. I would of did anything for her and so would she.

I haven't moved from the couch, I couldn't physically, its like I was here but wasn't at the same time. But I knew she wouldn't want this but I couldn't leave this couch.

I turned my phone off and fell asleep escaping  from reality.

Two days later

I still sat here same spot, all on my feed was her death, her parents, my parents, my job and Jeremiah blew my phone up.

But my job texted me and told me to take as much time as I needed and I would still get paid.

I just wanted to escape from reality. I didn't want feel this pain anymore, I was finally feeling free and happy, I was finally living now idk what im doing im just here.

I got up and my body hurt, I went to my shower and turned it on, I looked at myself and felt nothing, I didn't look like myself, I seen the bracelet me and yasemine had matching ones. I felt tears again.

I took off my clothes and got into the shower I stood there letting the water hit me.

I washed up and got out.

I put on some clothes and laid in bed.

I soon fell asleep.