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52

India~

A month later

My mom had came to the doctors appointment with me this time and Jeremiah and his mom , we told them weeks ago and they were so happy they both cried and my brother also cried but he denied he ever cried , and I just laugh at that .

We heard the baby heart beat and I was kinda big , and I loved every part of this , I love being pregnant, and I'm so happy, Jeremiah always touches my belly and talks to the baby , we both don't care for the gender as long as our baby is healthy and well .

We got back home and Jeremiah started me a bath and I eat some food and got into the bath while he eat . I was really tired , we went shopping w our family for the baby and ourselves and just had fun with our family .

My brother got the paint and everything for the baby room and we were juss gon do it white , Jeremiah and him were gon set everything up before the baby came , I know our baby gon be spoiled asf .

A couple hours after my bath .

" Bae hand me my phone please " he yelled from the room , I was In the living room watching tv .

I got his phone and he got a notification from an unknown number and it said " Hey you coming to get me tonight " and I immediately got a feeling , a tear started coming out , because I'm thinking the worst , I only know the worst . I swear if this man is cheating I might not come out of this . God he never even gave me a reason to think he was ever cheating .

I got up and went to the room .

" whos this Jeremiah " I said calmly I said showing him the message .

"Idk I can't see u got it all in my face bro" he said taking his phone . I sat down trying not to think the worst .

" that's a friend India,  she wanted me to help her with something " now I'm getting railed up , everybody say it's a friend .

" first , it's 10pm , second u need to help her something at night , AT NIGHT JEREMIAH " I yelled getting up .

" omg India chill out , df I need to cheat for " he said getting off his game .

" i don't know u tell me "

" I don't need to , she's just a friend that's all"

" when ppl say that it's more then friends Jeremiah shit is not making sense "

" I don't care no more think what you want to think " he went out the room .

" YOU HAVE A FAMILY NOW , YOU CANT GO BACK TO UR OLD WAYS , IM NOT FUCMING DUMB " I yelled following him .

" INDIA IM NOT FINNA ARGUE WITH YOU , THINK WHAT YOU WANT " he yelled back in my face and by now I had tears .

" you know what don't come to bed " I said shutting the bedroom door . I laid down and started crying , I didn't think he would go back to what he use to be , he never gave me any red flags , he cut everybody off , he was all for me . I got his password to everything , his media's are filled w us , his phone is all us , so why would he cheat ? Was I not good enough ? Was he getting tired of me ?

I know that this isn't good for the baby and I shouldn't be stressing because I could lose my baby . But I don't want to believe he would cheat on me or hurt me .

I soon fell asleep and I didn't wake up till 1pm and I seen flowers by the night stand and a note .

I would never cheat on u or do anything to hurt u , it was an old friend and she wanted to come down for our baby shower that I planed , I'm sorry I didn't tell u , I was getting mad , I love you so much , ion think I can see myself hurting u or my baby , I'll see you when I get back I love you very much .

I cried knowing I made something small into something big because of me past , I always let it get to me somehow . I'm mad at myself for not just simple calming down and talking with him .

I took a shower then got some food soon after Jeremiah came in I was just in bed and I was watching tv .

"Hey you okay " he came in and I nodded , he came in bed and put his head on my chest and looked up at me and kissed me .

"Don't think I'll ever hurt you please " he said .

" I'm sorry , you know I'm still not use to this " I said softly .

" I know and I shouldn't have raised my voice " I nodded .

"Were okay right " he said and I nodded .

" our parents are coming and my friend , she's a childhood friend , we were best friends me Yasmine and her " I nodded .

" our baby shower is in a week so imma send u money so u can do what u need to "

"Okay , so they won't be coming for a week " he nodded .

"Imma get on my game and u can sleep if you want , I got u food just incase u didn't eat " I nodded and he kissed my forehead and got on his game .

I soon fell back to sleep and I usually do sleep my day away .