𝑡𝑜𝑥𝑖𝑐 𝑊𝑎𝑦𝑠♡︎

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India~

Its been a month and Jeremiah and his sister Been here every other day when we have off playing video games and juss laughing, I haven't talked to my family or other friends.

Yasemine is such an amazing girl she became my bestfriend in such a short period of time and Jeremiah is the same hes such a gentleman wit a lil hood.

Rn we were all playing 2k and yelling and laughing.

"Ur a dickhead why would u block me" yasemine said to her brother.

"Thats the whole point dummy" I laughed.

With them it was all fun and laughes.

We all grew so close.

"What time is it india" Jeremiah said

"Its 12am" I laughed.

He had to be at work today but me and yasemine had off.

"Damn,, yall gon make me tired asf" he laughed and got off the game.

"I think I have work too" yasemine said.

"Whatt I thought u had off" I groaned

"Nope" she smiled.

"Ight bye india" yasemine hugged me and walked out.

"Bye lil ugly ill see u whenever" Jeremiah smiled and hugged me.

"Ofc dummy" I laughed.

We walked out and I cleaned up and laid in my bed,, as I was on Instagram my phone dinged.

302-452-980

Unknown: Yo dis India?

Me: yeah?

Unknown: its sev.

I felt my heart drop,, but also felt nothing at all,, not sad, not mad,, juss free

Me: why are u texting me?

Unknown: bc I miss u and ik I fucked up and im so sorry

Me: glad yk ml but this will never happen again.

Unknown: India please i need yu, I always did, i fell so hard for u the minute I seen u.

Me: yet you did me wrong so many times,, I didn't see the red flags but they are clear now. Ion want ur love no more sev,, ion deserve that.

Unknown: ur right u deserve better and im willing to be better, u can't stand sumbi else touching yo body the way I did.

Me: will ur gon have to get use to it bc I have sumbi new now, sumbi that knows my worth and is gentle w my heart.

Unknown: I loved u and gave u the best I could, I want us back what we had

Me: exactly what we had,, we don't have nun no mo,, ur my past and I want to keep it that way.

Unknown: juss know I love u and I tried everything I could to keep u, I wanted it to work so bad and ik I fucked up hella bad and I wish I could take it back and redo but I can't and im sorry, I hope he loves u better then I ever could ❤

Me: bye sev ps. I'll always love u sum where in my heart u were my first love 💕.

It felt good to get that shii off my chest or even say goodbye,, our love might of been rare but our chapter is over.

I have a new chapter to start and im already on it.

After all that I fell asleep.