Started: 2022/01/04
Word count: 844________________________________________________________________________________
Arranged marriages were one of the things I didn't like. But as unfortunate as I am, I was sold off to the most powerful Mafia leaders, Seo Changbin. Everyone's blood ran cold on hearing his name, the fear in their eyes was clearly visible.
My wedding went by a blur, in a word: forced. I lost my close ones with the blink of an eye as the news of my wedding spread like wild fire.
He was cold. Cold, strict and heartless. Coming back every night with bleeding hands gripping onto the gun and blood stained shirts, he directly went upstairs without sparing me a glance.
I feared him the most. What could be worse than a wife fearing her own husband? Every mistake I made, my life flashed infront of my eyes, even though he didn't say anything and said that it was okay.
Our conversations used to last for 30 seconds at the most and dinner was silent, as if we are two distant people living under the same roof.
His guards and the house maids kept me company after he went on a mission, but that didn't stop me from being worried.
Coming back to the present and yet just like any other day, Changbin came back, covered with blood, exhausted and tired. He stepped into the kitchen and washed his hands, the blood flowing down the drain.
"How was the mission?", I squeaked, my steps slowing down as I approached him, my legs becoming jelly. He only nodded.
"U-Um....... D-Dinner will be done s-soon", I stuttered as I quickly took out the ingredients.
"The maids can make us dinner, I need you to meet me in our shared bedroom", he coldly said. I nervously nodded.
He almost stormed away from the kitchen and I followed him. He swung open the door and let me in, the door closing behind me.
I turned to him and he was already looking at me with a hungry look. He took steps towards me and I stepped back and soon my back hit the wall.
He then trapped me between him and the wall, guarding the sides with his hands over my head.
My heart beat increased. I looked down and squeezed my eyes shut.
"Y/N.....", He started.
"Y-Yes?", I looked up at him, still not agreeing to meet his eyes.
"Are you afraid of me?"
I looked away. What was I supposed to say? Should I lie? No..... That would make things worse. I felt a hand in my cheek, gently holding it and the thumb then gently caressing my cheek. It was connected to Changbin.
"You're afraid aren't you?", His voice was soft and low, almost in a whisper. I nervously nodded.
He then picked me up and went to the bed, sitting on the edge of the bed and making me sit on his lap. My face was on fire at this point.
𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐛𝐢𝐧'𝐬 𝐏𝐎𝐕
I sat on the edge, Y/N on my lap. Her face had a light shade of red, fear clear in those brown eyes. So fragile and loving, she had every right to be mine.
I buried my face in the crook of her neck, earning a yelp, her shaky hands holding onto my shoulders. She smelled like roses, her hair gave out a sweet strawberry scent, my everyday favourite.
"Why are you scared Y/N? Is it because I'm cold and strict?"
Silence.....
I hugged her waist, holding her safely on my lap.
"I'm waiting for my answer babygirl"
"Y-Yeah....", She said, she voice coming out low and squeaking. I smiled against her neck.
"Y/N, I know I haven't been the best husband and that this marriage was forced, but..... I've loved you. I fell in love since Day 1"
I looked at her. Her eyes were welling up. I cupped her face and smiled.
𝐄𝐧𝐝 𝐨𝐟 𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐛𝐢𝐧'𝐬 𝐏𝐎𝐕
Changbin cupped my face and smiled, my tears welling my eyes. He smiled at me, for the first time. My heart started beating faster and I smiled involuntarily. Surely his smile was contagious.
"I promise to be the husband you want me to become and make you feel that this marriage was worth it", the sincerity of his voice made my tears spill. I hugged him and buried my feck in the crook of his neck.
"I love you too Changbin.", I smiled.
"So, my lovely wife, do you agree on giving me a second chance? Do you give me a chance to fix myself and start everything from scratch?"
I nodded. He then gently pulled me in and connected his lips with mine. I immediately responded back. It was a different feeling, Different and new.
Changbin...... lets make this journey last for a life time, do not ever let me go, I'm yours as long as you want me to....
(,: uǝʇʇıɹʍ ɹǝʌǝ ǝʌɐɥ I ɟɟ pǝɥsnɹ ʇsoɯ ǝɥʇ ǝq ʇsnɯ sıɥ⊥
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