8."Be responsible"

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I'm not gonna go to the basketball court anymore, I need to breath and relax to think this all through so I went around a little and saw an empty classroom. I choose a desk next to the window and sat down, the room still shines without the lights so I can feel the warm and the sunlight surrounding me, I took a deep breath. I can see Changbin and Innie from here, they're playing basketball...then the bell rang, but I don't care anymore, I want to sit here for the rest of the day, filling myself in the sunlight.

I was stuck between heart and mind, my heart beats very fast when I see Bangchan, but he's my enemy, we hate each other

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I was stuck between heart and mind, my heart beats very fast when I see Bangchan, but he's my enemy, we hate each other...ahh, my head is aching again. Suddenly, I heard the door opened...God! You really have to do this to me? Why? Again, the guy opened the door is Mr. Chan, am I dreaming? Please tell me I'm dreaming...No, is really Bangchan... Damn, how does he get in here?

"What do you want?" - I said in a tone of Seungmin, putting my guards up.

"Easy, I'm not here for fighting, this is my familiar place when I get bored in class." - he said and sat down beside me.

"Why are you sitting here? There are a lot of places where you can sit in here." - I asked while death glare at him.

"Miss, this place where you sit is my favorite spot and you have no right to tell me where to sit. I like here because the sun went straight to my body and it feels warm, ok?" - he explained while closing his eyes, leads back, looks like he is resting.

I suddenly can't say back so choose to be quiet.  Then the memories of last night just went back to my head. I look at him

"Why did you help me last night?" - I asked.

"I'm not the kind of person that see troubles but don't help, it makes me look like I'm a chicken person. Plus, if you got something and can't get back to school, how am I gonna bully you more?" - he said while his eyes still closing.

"...you're not bad, why act?" - I asked the same question that Hyunjin asked last night.

He slowly opened his eyes and looked down.

"...is not act. I'm trying to solve things on my own, I want to be strong, I have to. I didn't bully anyone without purpose or out of nowhere. I do that because of my friends, crews, I know if I don't form Skz gang there will be another gang. They will hurt my crews, I can't let that happen, at lest I can protect them." - he said while sat back straight and looking at the pulpit.

"Why you have to do that? Can't you just protect them but without bullying others?" - I asked.

"You don't understand the rules of these things. If you don't bully the one who bullied you, they will keep bullying you." - he said.

Suddenly, he looked straight into my eyes with a "you should answer me carefully" look, also with a smirk.

"Wait...you remember what happened last night?" - he asked, smirking and waiting me to answer.
I know what he's thinking, but I don't want to talk about it

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