Heimweha(n.)- homesickness; longing for home; nostalgia."A mother's love is something that no one can explain — It is made of deep devotion and of sacrifice and pain. It is endless and unselfish and enduring, come what may, For nothing can destroy it or take that love away. It is patient and forgiving when all others are forsaking, And it never fails or falters even though the heart is breaking."
~ Helen Steiner Rice
Marriage. It is something that takes minutes to happen but whole life to work. It binds two bodies as one and whole. With marriage comes new relations, responsibilities and drastic changes but with it we also receive a partner to share it all with. A person who we can trust on, confide in and enjoy every second of life with. With whom we create so many memories to cherish upon. Someone who would love us, preserve us, care us and be there for us. It's a two-way deal sealed with promises. Changes on both the sides which they adapt to for each other.
Every girl dream of her dream wedding, knit a fantasy with all the wishes and desires to be fulfilled. From childhood there's an anticipation in stomach whenever we think of our would-be husband. We think of things like, how would he look? What all qualities we want in him, how we will meet him?
All the girls have those dreams but only few are lucky enough to really have them fulfilled. Only few live up to there all childhood, teenage fantasy, all the dreams. What about the remaining ones? What about those who don't have that luck to get their dreams fulfilled? We never think about them. We never think what do they feel? What do they go through? What's happens after that to them?
I am also a girl. I also have so many dreams and desires regarding my marriage but I don't think they would ever be fulfilled now. I guess am not one of those lucky ones. I don't even know who I am going to marry. I don't even know his name. I just know how he looks. I am not blind I know I should be happy that I am getting devilishly handsome husband but what about his character? But when you are in my place looks doesn't matter and I am not saying cause I don't find myself good looking, it's not that.
I am an average Indian woman. I have a medium tone skin colour, 5" inch height with being flabby curvy. I have thick raven hair which flows till down my chest which sometimes take hours to sought out. I know I am not pretty but I know I am beautiful and I love myself as I am. It's just that my decision marrying won't just change my life it would also bring drastic changes in someone else's life also. Someone who is dependent on me, someone who is my life. The reason I everyday wish to live. My sweet innocent daughter Ayushi.
A smile adorns my face as her face flashes in my mind. Suddenly I remember how I landed up in this situation, in someone other's place as a replacement.
Two hours back
Hi! I am Arundathi Arun Kulkarni. I have sweet cute little angel Ayu (Ayushi). I call that her with love and mind you she never let anyone else call her that. I live in Delhi where I work in software company called 'Agnihotri Infotech' as a software developer.
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