It felt good to think about nothing for a moment. To just close my eyes and focus on nothing. Getting away from my problems, just for a little moment.
Relaxing, calm surrounding me and only me. But all of that was temporary. I had to close the hot water and get out of the shower. I quickly wrapped a towel around me and walked out of the bathroom. I sat on my bed, staring at the wall. Doing absolutely nothing. Not moving a single muscle in my body. Just looking at the wall. Lost in my mind. I eventually snapped out of it and put some clothes on.
I walked downstairs and greeted Nat and Wanda. Ignoring Bucky. Knowing that I passed right next to him without telling him a word. I silently prepared my breakfast and sat on the table eating it. Looking up, I made eye contact with Bucky. I didn't break it. I just kept staring, still eating my breakfast. That was his thing. Staring. All the time. Not talking , just paying attention to his surroundings. Sometimes, quiet people do have a lot to say, they're just being careful about who they open up to. Bucky was just being prudent.
I didn't even realize that Bucky looked away. The worst place you can be is in your own head. I was really stuck in it sometimes.
Something pulled me out of it. Tony, Thor and Steve walked in. "Hi" Steve says.
"Morning" I smile at him.
I hear Tony laugh and I look at him confused.
"Do you know what time it is?" Tony asks me.
"It's...morning?" I answer.
"It's 1pm, y/n" Steve mentions to me.
"Afternoon cereals always hit different anyways" I continue eating. "What are we doing today?" I look up to Steve and Tony.
"We have no mission today, so you have a day off...again"
"Grea-" I get interrupted by the sound of the elevator opening up. I look to my side and see him. Luca. What the fuck was he doing in here. Didn't I made it clear that I didn't want to see him? Would a bullet help pass the message? I felt rage slowly coming at me.
From my toes..
To my stomach..
To my head...
And that's when I fucking snapped. I got up from my chair and stalked towards him. In a blink of an eye, I was already in front of him. "GET THE FUCK OUT OF HERE, NOW!" I yell at him.
"I always wondered if you were a screamer" He says in a calm tone. "Now I have my answer"
Before I could say anything, Bucky suddenly got up from his seat and grabbed Luca's neck. Choking him. There was it again. Absolutely no fear showing up on his eyes, no worry, no panic. He looked normal. I could see the smirk forming on his face. Why wasn't he afraid?
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Jealousy
RomanceY/N became an avenger not so long ago. Being able to help people and save them was something that she liked. This side of her life was going pretty good until that night where it all went away. A little mistake changed her life completely. Y/N doesn...