imPerfect Us| Taejin

Friendship??

I pulled him closer and we started kissing each other.He pushed me down on bed and straddle my waist.

Knock on door break us off our haze and we both immediately shifted to opposite corner of bed as if nothing happened."Jin your dad is calling for so long. Reply back. May be your phone is on silent".

I am sure my face is all red now. "Sure mom".

"Taehyung honey book you are holding is upside down. Please turn it over", with that she left both of us speechless.

Taehyung face was like he just saw a ghost, "Do you think she somehow knew what we were doing? "

"No way. Don't worry. I have to call back Dad. He literally called 10 times.How could we both didn't even heard a single ring?",I mean how far we were in our bubble. I went out of door.

"Hi Dad.Phone was on mute.Thank you for birthday wish. Yeah I got gift. Yesss I loved it.I waited for your call. Yeah yeah I understand you are busy and we have time zone difference.Yeah I had best birthday party ever. I will introduce you to my friends. They are really great. Singing audition  is still going on. We will have to clear few rounds more. Ok you have meeting. Ok bye"

My dad is sweetest. He is workaholic but somehow he and my mom manage our family in best way possible.

I went back to my room and saw Taehyung on phone. He is shushing me. What?!

I went back to bed and hugged RJ.

"Ok Mom. I will be back in an hour", he replied to his mom.

Huh? He is leaving. I guess they are here. Call ended and he turned toward me, " Jin my family is back. I have to leave. Sorry I wanted to spend more time with you but-"

I put my fingers on his lips. "It's ok I understand. Now pack your things. Anyways I didn't slept properly yesterday because you two were hogging all bed. Now I will have my proper beauty sleep".

He packed his clothes in silence with grumpy look on his face. "Ok I am leaving. You can act little sad you know"

I hit him hard on his arm. "I am sad. I am just not good at showing my feelings.I am working on it".He gave me doubtful look.

So I did what I thought will prove my intentions. I pecked him on his lips.He froze. "There.Now go"

He gave me quick peck on lips and left. "Bye Jinnie".

Dummy.

I touched my lips. It's weird to be these free with someone. All my life I had walls around me. They were there unintentionally. I wanted to lower them but I didn't knew how to live without them. With Joon too I just loved him from afar. Never let him knew what I felt for him. But I realized now it's not how you should live your life

Someone ring door bell. "Open door Jin", mom yelled from kitchen.

I opened gate and there was Joon's mom standing there. "Oh Jinnie. Happy birthday. You still look so young.I brought this homemade sweets for you.Joon called me that today's your birthday and you are not picking up his calls. Please pick up his calls, he was really worried".

It was lot to take in. First his mom is here. Second he involved his mom because I was not picking his call? 

I took plate from her hand and invited her in. "Aunty come in please. Sit here. I will surely call him. My phone was on silent. That's why I didn't saw his calls. Don't worry".In panic I fed myself sweets.

"Tasty.Let-t me call Mom. Mommmmmm Joonie's mom is here", I yelled.

I checked my phone. Ah I blocked his number out of frustration yesterday. Just because he didn't wished me birthday till I posted on gram.Sometimes I act seriously stupid and on impulse. I will call him back in awhile. I can't wait to tell him about Taehyung. I put my phone aside and try to focus on conversation.

My mom and his mom both were chattering about everything that's going on this whole world. About yesterday party. About Namjoon life in USA. Gosh I am bored. " - And you won't believe this. I thought my Joonie will forever be single. But he found one guy there. They are in relationship from past 6 month. I saw him on video call just 1 week ago. His name is Jackson. He is such a good guy. He -"

I felt like ground slipped from beneath me. Whole time when she was talking I felt numb.

HE WAS DATING SOMEONE FROM PAST 6 MONTHS. HE NEVER TOLD ME. NEVER. I TOLD HIM ALMOST EVERYTHING THAT'S GOING THROUGH MY LIFE. I -

She left after awhile and Mom left for grocery shopping. I just sat there for whole 1 hour without moving.

I went to my room and just cried. Why he did it? Why he never told me? I am not sad that he is dating someone other than me. I am upset over the fact HE DIDN'T TOLD ME ANYTHING.

I got to know whole truth from his mom. We were best friends. Here like a fool I used to message him all the time about all stupid details about my life. 

I don't know what to say to him anymore. I am just feeling betrayed, broken, numb, hurt and played somehow.

A/N: Important question(Research purpose) :

- How do you feel when someone important forget your birthday?

-What if your best friend never shared his/her dating life with you while you shared yours or you asked multiple times about it before but still she/he lied for longest time and you get to know about it through someone else?

-What if your long time crush recently gotten in relationship and you now sort of have feeling for other? Will you feel hurt?