imPerfect Us| Taejin

Push and Pull

I acted like I didn't sent Taehyung that message yesterday.
We practiced our song and it went very well. He also acted like he didn't got my message yesterday.I guess ship finally sailed on other coast.

Now just focus on singing Jin.When it's meant to be it will be..

After practice,both of them immediately left to meet their boyfriends.Singing part is almost complete, now we have to practice on our own for singing. Only thing left is dancing which Hobi hyung will teach us tomorrow. I stayed to practiced more.I initially tried to perfect group song and then worked on my solo part. It seems like everyone got someone while I am stuck with my music. I practiced and practiced and practiced and before I knew it was 8pm.

Time to go home. I saw shadow of someone near door. Who could be here at this time in school?

He seems to be waiting for me. Wait a minute does he want to kidnap me? I saw one heavy broom lying on side wall. I picked it up and went toward door. As soon as my shadow alerted him he seems to move away from wall.

God I am gonna die today. I put one leg outside of door and almost attacked whoever was standing on the door.

My eyes registered Taehyung just seconds later and I stopped broom just above Taehyung's head. Oops!

"What the hell..do you want to kill me!!!!! ", he shouted ,snatched broomstick from my hand and threw it.

" I -I am sorry. But you scared me. Why the hell were you creeping outside room? I almost attacked you. You could have just come inside. Why you are here? ", I folded my hands and looked at him with questioning eyes.

He put his hand behind his neck and then looked everywhere but at me, " Ah I was - I forgot something inside. I was just waiting for you to finish your practice so I can look for it. Yeah that's what I was doing ".Why this sounds like some make up story?

"Ahm ok. You could have just said that. I almost opened your brain with broom. Lol.Do you need my help in finding your thing? "

"No-o.Its late. I will just look tomorrow morning. How are you going home? "

"I will call cab"

"I have car. I will drop you off. It's not safe to go by yourself", Taehyung said while scratching his head.

"Ah if you ok with it. I don't want to be bother".Wait a minute is he flirting with me?

I think I am thinking too much about this. He is dating Bogum. He is just helping

"Ok lets go"

I sat on back seat of his car.

"What am I a driver? Sit in front seat. Just sit still I will put seat belt", he put seat belt around me which I was going to do myself but I don't know why he wanted to do it himself.

"Listen Jin-"

I got call from Jungkook hyung, "Hi hyung. Yeah we are practicing. Oh audition dates are preponed. Thanks for telling me before hand. You are sweet. Thanks again. Good night. Bye"

"Taehyung audition is on next weekend. I will also text to Jimin", I started typing message to Jimin.

Taehyung replied in annoyed voice, "Wow you two always amaze me. He always calls you to inform everything. Did he not know that you can read perfectly well? Just put everything on notice board we will read it ourself. And you seriously flirt with everyone. I mean what does 'you are so sweet' means. Seriously Jin", he look disgusted as if he ate something terrible.

"Mr. Kim Taehyung. You keep disrespecting me again and again. I have no obligation to explain you anything but still I will last time. We had nothing between us. He like someone. He told me about it. He informed me because he is my friend and friends help each other. Anyways I don't think we should talk anymore. If only it's related to our group activity then we will talk. You keep saying hurtful thing to me and I keep forgiving you but I don't want to anymore. Anyways you hate my existence it seems", I got out of car.

I didn't even looked back and just went back to my house. I mean I did one silly thing and he suddenly turned into asshole.

"Mom I am home"

Someone ringed door bell as soon as I entered inside. I opened gate and saw Taehyung looking all pissed

"What do you want?", I block his face before mom see him and invite him inside our house.

He just pushed me and went inside.
"Eomonnie it's been so long. How are you? I was just dropping Jin but he kept telling me to come inside. I will leave now. It was so nice to meet you", he said in honey dripping voice. What the hell he is trying to achieve?

"Taehyung so good to see you. Come inside. Have dinner with us. I really insist", my mom is wrapped around his fingers. And worst thing is he knows it.

"You know I can't say no to you", he happily went inside as if he own the house.

I will never understand this guy. His moods are beyond my level of comprehension. They both start to chatter about everything and here I am at gate wondering who is her son? Me Or him?

"Jin why are you still standing there? Just freshen up both of you and then come downstairs to eat"

I took his hand in my hand and just dragged him into my room.

"What the hell Tae?? What are you doing?I think I made myself clear"

"I didn't agreed on anything you said and I am not here to meet you but Mom", he said with his devil smile.

I just gave him my best are you kidding me look. "She is not your mom"

He then stride toward me and I kept moving back until my back hit the door. "You messaged me you miss my lips. Then you behaved like nothing happened. Then I waited for you and thought we will have some much needed talk in car but you started talking to Jungkook hyung and then you demand me to stop talking to you. Are you crazy? Can't you see? Open your eyes and see me. This time properly", with that he moved his lips closer to mine.

I closed my eyes but nothing happened.I opened my eyes to see him just hovering over my lips but not closing distance.

"I need verbal consent from nows on. What exactly do you want right now? ", he put his hand on my waist.

"I-I want you to -"

"Both of you come downstairs. Food is ready. Here in a second or I will drag your lazy ass down by myself", my mom shouted from downstairs.

He put his head on my shoulder and exhaled loudly. " Let's go", he whispered in my ear.

I simply nodded and we both went downstairs to eat.I kept eating in silence while mentally processing everything that happened few minutes ago.

Where is this going? Does he like me now? Should I let go of my insecurities and just free fall this time?

Everytime I think I am ready but as soon as it happen, I do something stupid.

This time i will be honest with my feelings.