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Closure

"You are very quiet today Jin.Lets go to cafeteria", Jimin looked at me with worry in his eyes.

"It's nothing. Actually.. Not nothing. I told you about Joon remember. Apparently he is dating someone from past 6 months and I had no idea. So I am upset over him. Also over the fact that he never had any kind of feelings ever for me. I-i am for some reason feeling very inadequate Jimin", I confessed to him.

"Wow" , I turned to see Taehyung with angry expression on his face.

"Ah Tae.. "

"I am amazed by you Jin. We kissed yesterday. Yesterday only. And you are here literally sad about someone else.If you had feeling for someone why you kissed me? You know what I am chasing you for awhile now. And all you are doing is just running away from me. Go cry over your Joon", he yelled. I tried to reach him but he kept pushing me away

"Taehyung please listen to him-", Jimin tried to calm Taehyung.

"You are still taking his side. Or may be it's because you are dating his brother. Never mind", he left cafeteria. I called his name multiple times but he never looked back.

"I am idiot Jimin.First time in my life someone kissed me, liked me,cared about me and I just-t destroyed it", I layed my head on my hand on table and cried.

Jimin pulled my head and "Jin call Joon. Have closure with him and move on. I think it might clear your mind. After that if you want me to help you mend your relationship with Taehyung. I am here. ok? Not because I am dating your brother but because you are my friend. Ok? "

"Wait a minute you are actually dating each other now??? ", apparently my brother is more intelligent than me. I am screwing my chance with Taehyung here.

He blushed and start to massage his neck, "Yeah-h. Actually when I was leaving your house, he grabbed me and then asked me on date. So we are going on date today".I immediately hugged him.

" I am happy for you two. With you my brother act entirely different. Atleast someone life is going well", I said and look down.

" You know what call him right now. End whatever you two had going on".I nodded.

I called him 3 times, every time it went unanswered. After 4th call he picked up..

Jin: Hi

Joon: Hi. This is surprising. You called me so many times. Something's up??

Jin: Yes. I got to know that you are in relationship from your mother yesterday.

Joon: Oh yeah. I am sorry Jin. I didn't told you. It's just--

Jin: It's just what Joon? You know how upset I am that I got to know thing about my best friend from somewhere else.

Joon: Jinnie I-

Jin: You know what is eating me from inside. That you never even considered me anything ever. Am I not attractive Joon? Am I too boring? Is that why you even never saw me that way? One guy liked me and I screwed it up because of you.

My eyes teared up after all confessing and all turmoil I felt since yesterday.

Joon: Jinnie you are so wrong. I didn't said anything because I thought I shouldn't flaunt my boyfriend since you are still figuring what or whom you want. I had crush on you for so long. I never had courage to say it. But when I moved to US, Jackson helped while I was here all alone and my confidence was so low. Everyone knew English better than me. They had to focus only on studies but for me even their language was challenge. Classes were so tough to understand and then Jackson helped me. He came into my life and changed everything for me. I wanted to tell you everything but it's just odd to tell your ex-crush that you found someone. I always thought we will end up together but things changed. Jinnie you are so handsome and had most beautiful heart. You are so kind and also so silly. Anyone will fall for you. So don't think nonsense. Ok? It was my fault. I should have told you about my boyfriend.I hope you forgive me.

Jin:  It's lot to take in. But thanks for clearing things up. I would really like to meet Jackson someday and I am really happy that he helped you there.

Joon: Jinnie I know I screwed up but please let's not break our friendship over this.

Jin:I am not breaking our friendship. It's just..I won't give you as much time and importance I used to give you before. I would like to keep our interaction to friend level now.

Joon: I understand.I also don't want to make my boyfriend jealous anymore. He was considerate regarding our friendship but I think it's time...

Jin: Yes it is.Bye Joon

If I only talked to him yesterday. I wouldn't have created this mess.

Why I am like this?

I went to classroom and sat behind Taehyung. "Listen Tae. Can you give me just few seconds to explain myself? Pleaseee"

"No.I already wasted so much time and emotion on you. I am going on date with Bogum. He liked me but I never gave him chance because of you"

What?????

"But but we kissed. How can you do this to me? Give me few second to explain please. I really screwed up. Tae? Tae? ", I keep begging him but he ignored me.

Jimin saw us and immediately come to help me, "We had our first rehersal tomorrow for group practice.I hope you two won't let this come in between that"

I don't know whether he is trying to patch us up or just trying to make sure we behave ourself in practice session.

"I will be there on time. Unlike someone I have my priority clear", Taehyung replied to Jimin and then gave final glance to me before turning back.

"I am not immature to let this come between our practice". Taehyung scoffed loudly. I glared at him.

I screwed up before. I know. Now I understand if you want something then you need to be daring enough to take risk.

Taehyung was super sweet to me and my family. I am not ready to let him go.

Just wait and watch.