Losing a best friend

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When a tree is undergoing changes of season it does not lose or gain it's leaves all at once it takes time and it all happens slowly as the day goes by
as each leaf crumbles down but you are in knowledge of the changes of season when they slowly lose their colour and that's when you know that it's time-its time for a new start and a new season but not with the same fruit different ones perhaps. Just like humans they slowly drift apart and that is when you know it is time to let go it hurts because it's accepting that things will never be the same again
not in this lifetime it's accepting that when you see each other some time in the future you will be strangers with so much memories it's accepting that they are no longer part of your future plans because things just changed it's accepting that you no longer hold the title of best friend and that it does not belong to you anymore. It's learning to live without them every passing day. It's accepting that the only thing left of them are the memories and you will shed a tear when they bypass your mind. It's trying to make peace with the fact that they will never know some details about your life. It's accepting that you will never be the first one to know about their accomplishments  and knowing that they will never be your shoulder to cry on because they have somebody else to take care of now.
It's finally accepting that nothing will ever be the same again. As much as this hurts I am really glad you are worth the pain I am feeling.

I felt you drift apart and I tried to hold on to you but that's when you slipped away.....

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