NOT ANYMORE

My love for you

JIMIN POV:

      I am here seeing him all happy and giggly with Taehyung , I really don't know why I couldn't be like that with him . I always wake him up and make sure he eats well . I even give my food for him,  sometimes even when I was starving i gave him and he never did noticed what I had or anything . It's like his eyes is all and only on his world KIM TAEHYUNG.

     I would always be establishing my feeling for him in every way I can try . Even when he said many things to me . Not treat me like a hyung . I just let it go because he was my cute little kookie but i am never a thing which is great or best to him.

     He always ranks me as last and never even think how it hurts and how hard I was trying and making myself handsome ..but no nothing. I had even got silent treatment whenever I get him water and give it to him no it's only silent treatment . But let's try a little more only little if it's gonna go far even after what I am gonna do then it's nothing between us..

  " Hey kookie!" I said cheerfully but he just ignored me and saw Taehyung and giggle at whatever the hell they are speaking.

  " Hey jiminie" tae says noticing me ofcourse we are best friends.

  " What are you two doing?" I asked " Just kook was talking about his childhood with me , it's so cute and funny you know" tae says

   " Oh is it ?! Tell to me too kookie!" I said to kookie and sat next to him. " Nothing so good and now I am going guys I have work bye taetae hyung ." He says he doesn't even wanna talk with me or sit next to me doesn't he?!

     " Ah ok it not really matter I was also on my way out! " I said and got up kook and tae look at me for few sec and shrugged .haha yeah who cares? None does

    I was walking down the streets suddenly ,I saw kookie's favourite iron man plushie. I am sure even if he don't like me, he will take this gift.I bought and went to dorm  again.I walked to kook room and opened the door and saw him sleeping so I just placed the plushie near his head and stroked his hair few times before leaving to my room.

   After few hours I was woken up by hearing a scream and I got out only to see a thing for my disappointment...kookie is hugging tae as if he is holding on to him for life , and squealing happily with the plushie in his hands .

   " Why why ? Why are you hugging me this tight kook?!" Tae asks struggling in his hold.

   " Hyung you brought me this iron man plushie right?! Oh god !! Why are you so cute hyung" kook exclaims excitedly .

  " Ah ..no I didn't brought you anything but yeah I am cute though" tae says confused

   " Aish don't play around hyung .I know you would be the one who brought me this don't act hyung , I know you are just shy " kook exclaims leaning back from hug still holding eachother just enough for only to see tae's  face .I can't take it anymore.

    " It's me who bought it for you Jungkook" I said voice deep
Now both of them noticed my presence kookie face fell in instant which broke me so hard inside.. he was just so happy when he thought it was tae but now...

    " Oh but why hyung?!" He asks scratching his back of neck

    " Just went out saw this in streets thought you would like it . Do you like it kookie?!" I asked trying to be happy.

    " Ah yes hyung . But you don't need to you know .um..." He says " It's ok koo keep it I know u love iron man " I replied

    He just bows and head back to room. It's really like this isn't it?!... Just a few more tries maybe he likes me and is just shy ..

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I just felt like I would write this type of story ..so yeah 😅if u like tell in comments so I can continue doing this and thank you for reading ~