Peter's POV
Today was it. Today, was the day I was going to tell her about my feelings. I was going to tell her how much I loved her. How much I admired her. How much she meant to me, and how much I cared.
I was going to tell her. Today.
Spring break had ended. We were going back to school.
The whole morning, I had pondered on what to wear. Should I dress to impress? Should I dress casually? Should I wear a tuxedo? I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH MY LIFE ANYMORE.
Am I supposed to like give her flowers?
I didn't know anything.
In the end, in case you were wondering, I dressed causally.
Oh well.
When I saw her at school, my palms got sweaty. I couldn't do this. But then, I had to do it one day, right?
Every time I saw her, I wondered whether I should tell her then. In the end, I postponed it until the next time I saw her during the day.
What if she didn't like me back?
What if she would be repulsed, scared, or disgusted?
Would this ruin our friendship?
Or make it blossom into something more wonderful?
Oh god, I'm pathetic.
I started worrying about the tiniest things, like whether or not my hair was swept to the side, whether or not my shoes were clean, whether or not I stank like onions.......
I decided to do it after school.
I guess I would ask her whether we could go back to that park.
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