The Deathly Hallow Warrior....(Hp fanfic)

Couldn't have been more awkward

We walked for a bit towards the part of the forest students were actually aloud go to. It was beautiful, even coming into mid winter flowers still bloomed blissfully and trees were as green as ever. Even the pathway looked pretty, with stones creating patterns of dots for us to follow. We continued to walk in this direction.

"I really don't want there to be any awkwardness between us. I'm sorry again, it's just so much has happened and I don't want to drag you in and everything is twisting and turning and I'm around the place like a yo yo and I-" Dean grabbed my hand and stopped me before I made a bigger fool of myself.

"Honestly Fari, you don't need to explain, I get it. Things happen that are out of our control. We can't do anything about it. For what it's worth, yes,I would really like if there was no awkwardness between us."

He was still holding my hand, and I realised we were standing a lot closer to each other than I thought. He was looking at me like that time in the room of requirement. My heart pounded and pounded. He was pulling me closer and before I knew it, he had cupped my face and pulled me into a kiss.

I was in total shock but at the same time I was enjoying it . I didn't want this to happen. But again for some strange reason, guilt over powered me.

I pulled away quickly. "I'm so sorry, I just....I can't." I couldn't wait for a reaction. I felt my lip begin to quiver and my eyes fill up.

"Faria wait please! I'm sorry I didn't mean to, it was stupid i'm sorry" he was pleading with me now. I could hear his steps following after me. He caught up to me, stopped and faced me, grabbing my shoulders.

"I'm so sorry Faria. I didn't mean to mess this up. Please can we start over? Please?"

He looked like he was about to cry. "It's ok.." I whispered. "It's not your fault, like you said things happen."

*
My red velvet hair glistened in the light of the moon. I was on a cliff somewhere, over looking the waves. The sounds of the waves were soothing. I sat down on the ledge, one leg hanging over the cliff, while the night air blew gently across my face.

'That resurrection stone has to be here somewhere.'

I scanned the rocks around me. They were wet with sea spray. I needed to find that stone before Voldemort, I couldn't let him have the satisfaction f having it. I stood up after realising the stone wasn't here and I apparated away from the area.

*

I woke up the next morning remembering what had happened with Dean straight away. I groaned, putting my pillow up to my face and falling back down onto the bed.

"What happened?" Hermione asked, putting her hair brush down onto the vanity table.

"Love Hermione! Love!" I bellowed without removing the pillow from my face.
She just laughed at me and sat at the end of my bed. I put the pillow aside.

"Well at least I think it's love? Or is it guilt...? Yeah ....it could be guilt! I broke up with him! It's all guilt!"

"What do you mean guilt? Oh! Faria you didn't cheat on Dean did you?"

"No no hold your horses! I most definitely did not cheat!......BUT WHY DOES IT FEEL LIKE I DID.?"
I reunited my face with the pillow once more and fell back down.

"Go to Hogsmede without me! I'm so humiliated!"

"Faria I think you've lost the plot! Now get up and move your hipogriff or we're going to be late!" She gently whacked me with another pillow and went back to brushing her hair.

All the students were queuing up, ready to go to Hogsmede. The air was icy cold and the area was covered in snow.

"Yes! It's snowing! That way he won't see me!" I cheered, moving my head about like a pigeon

"Hermione...what exactly did Faria eat at breakfast? She's a bit on the loony side today!" Ron stared at me, completely and utterly confused.

"She's been like this since this morning, something to do with Dean." Hermione explained " Faria are you feeling alright?"

"Couldn't be better!" I chirped. I felt both completely insane and at ease at the same time. I seemed to have given up all worry since the night before. It was nice.

"Mcgonagall said we'll be leaving shortly, but we're going to have to stay the night in Hogsmede, something about Umbridge and Dumbledore wanting to sort things out with the castle. Its extremely strange." Harry announced coming back over to us.

"Eh Faria?...." He looked as confused as Ron.
I was now jumping on the spot.
"Didn't think there was a place in Hogsmede that could accommodate the whole school?!" I panted, tired from jumping about.

"Neither did I, but apparently there is!"

"Seriously Faria, what did you take?! You've gone bloody well mad, you have!" Ron couldn't stop laughing at me, though he, like the others, were a bit worried.

I could see nothing wrong, I had all the energy in the world and nothing could bother me!

After about an hour of walking around Hogsmede in the cold, I had finally calmed down. We could then go into the The Three Broomsticks.

"Oh my God my head is pounding!" I sat next to Harry with my hand clenched to my head.
The waiter came over and Hermione ordered four Butter Beers.

"Seriously Faria, you had to have taken something?" Harry admitted.

"I didn't take anything at all! That's whats worrying me!"

"Are you sure? Think!?"

I thought for a second just to make sure." Nope I didn't !"

"Faria, did everything go ok with Dean yesterday?" Ron asked

"Yeah, why?"

"Well he keeps looking in this direction, and he looks very uneasy altogether"

I swiftly glanced behind me. Sure enough Ron was right. But as soon as I looked over Dean looked away.

"He's probably just thinking away to himself, absentmindedly looking over."

"Of course! It's natural for someone to act that way after a breakup Ronald." Hermione added.

"Why is it you always call me Ronald!" But before Ron could argue anymore the Butter Beers appeared on the table.

Myself and Harry didn't want to get involved so we grabbed our butter beers and drank up!
*
After a tiring but great day we had reached the hotel in Hogsmede and checked in.
"Honestly who knew this place existed!" Hermione said gazing around the place. It wasn't a five star hotel or anything but it was cosy.

There was a fireplace in the centre of the lobby and red carpets spread on the floor. But i must admit, the wall paper was interesting. It was a green moving grape vine which twirled its way from wall to wall, as if to greet the tourists.

"BANG!"

"FINNIGAN!!" I heard someone yell, but i couldn't see what had happened, there was to many people around, but everyone was laughing so it must not have been to serious!

"Blimey Seamus what did you do?!" Harry laughed, trying to get a better view of the scene. After that got cleared up, we headed to our rooms to get some sleep.
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