𝐃𝐄𝐒𝐒𝐄𝐑𝐓 𝐑𝐎𝐒𝐄 | 𝘒.𝘛𝘏 𝘟 𝘙𝘌𝘈𝘋𝘌𝘙𝘚

𝐶ℎ𝑎𝑝𝑡𝑒𝑟 3

                        ꧁𝑪𝑯𝑨𝑷𝑻𝑬𝑹 3꧂

I had my dream to be a CBCID officer (CRIME BRANCH CRIMINAL INVESTIGATION DEPARTMENT). I told my mom about my ambition and she loved the idea. She always encourages me about it. She was my backbone.

One day, I was sitting on the rooftop after getting thrashed. Like usually. I spend my time on the rooftop to calm myself. It was a cold night. Starting off the winter season. I was enjoying the cold breeze hitting softly against my bruised arms. It made me feel less pain. "Seem like you enjoying by yourself without me?" A soft voice echoed behind me. I recognize the owner of the voice by her sweet and weak voice without looking at the person behind me. I let out a soft chuckle and pat the empty side beside me signaling my mom to sit beside me. She came closer to me and made herself comfortable beside me. It was silent for a moment since we were enjoying the scenery. My mom places her long arms on my shoulder pulling me closer to her embrace.

I hissed when her skin pressed against my wounded skin causing pain. She takes her arms away from me. "Oh my god, are you okay honey? I'm sorry" she said worriedly. I gave her a warm smile. "No mom it's just the wound here," I said pointing the wound on my shoulder. She moves the fabric from my shoulder to take a better look at it. She gives me a sad look and turns away. "It's alright Mommy, I'm getting too used to it. It's just a small wound it will heal soon" I said softly and placed my head on her shoulder. She sighed and lean her head against my head. "I'm sorry honey. If I came back home early I would save you from that bitch" I laughed hearing my precious mom cursed. "It's ok mom" I caressed her arm to calm her.

"Y/n..." I hummed softly. "You know that I love you so much right" I closed my eyes and nodded. She pats my head softly. "Y/n you need to be strong in any situation. Don't ever give up when things get harder. You need to face the problems bravely. Don't always run away from it. If you keep run away from it, it will chase you until you gave up. So try to be strong. You're my everything y/n. I don't want my princess to be a week and easy to be cheated.....like me" I heard her quiet sobs and pulled away to look at her face.

"Y/n....don't trust anybody so easily because if you trust them and give all your love to the person and if they broke it, it will hurt you so much. It will make you go weak. So," she takes my hand and caressed it with her thumb. "Don't trust anybody without knowing their true face. Especially when it comes to men. They are so dangerous. Don't fall for them too quick. Not all men are bad. Some men love you more than you do. It all depends on the much you know about them. Falling in love or give your trust to a person is like playing with fire. If you're not careful, it will burn you. So be careful y/n." She put her hand on my cheeks and pull me to leave a small kiss on my forehead.

She pulls away and showed me her pinky finger. I looked at her confused. "Promise mommy that you will keep going in your path whatever happens. Even if I'm not with you.." I widened my eyes at her last word. She looked at me intensely. I was forced to smile and slowly bring my shaky hand to her finger. I crossed my pinky finger with hers. "I promise you, mom". I smile as she gives me a wide smile as a response. She pulled me to her and made me lay on her lap. She runs her fingers in my soft hair to make me fall asleep. And I slowly drift to my dreamland.

The next day...

I found myself on the bed. I rubbed my eyes to get a clear version of the bright sunlight. Wait a damn minute.........I fall asleep on mom's lap on the rooptop and how the hell I came here. I thought myself still wondering how I came to bed. "Aah maybe mom bring me" I laughed at myself and was about to wake up but I paused. " Wait...I'm a 15 years old big ass gurl then how mom brings me here" I was still confused. I look at the time. "Oh shoot... I'm late for school" I hurried to my bathroom to make my morning routine. I wear my uniform and grabbed my bag and jacket since it was cold. I went downstairs and search for my mom but I couldn't find her. "Maybe she went to work..?" I shook off my thoughts and walked to the bus stop. After waiting for the bus for about 20 minutes, finally, it arrived. I get on the bus and swiped my bus card in the machine and sat at my sit.

Time skipped.....

It was 7 p.m. I usually back home at about 5.30 but today I had some extra classes. I bought a tuna ggimbap which is my mom's favorite on my way back home. I was swinging the ggimbap back and forth excitedly. When I reach home I went inside. It was too dark. "Where did mom go?" I questioned myself and turn on the lights. I called my mom several times to get a signal from her that she is in the house. But it was just silence. I looked in the kitchen but she wasn't there. So I went to her room to check if she sleeping or something. I turn the doorknob and push the door slowly with a creaking sound. The room was dark and I can't see anything. I turn the light on. I dropped the gimbap which I bought with all my love for my mom. My throat dried, my mind went blank, my knees gave up, and dropped on the cold floor. I was broken to see my guardian angel, my world, my everything is hanging on a fan, a thick rope knotted on her beautiful neck making it bruised. Her lifeless body Infront of me. I felt everything surround me started to spin as everything went blank and I passed out.

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The "play with fire by black pink" lyrics are just for fun. Heheheh