𝐃𝐄𝐒𝐒𝐄𝐑𝐓 𝐑𝐎𝐒𝐄 | 𝘒.𝘛𝘏 𝘟 𝘙𝘌𝘈𝘋𝘌𝘙𝘚

𝐶ℎ𝑎𝑝𝑡𝑒𝑟 5

                        ꧁𝑪𝑯𝑨𝑷𝑻𝑬𝑹 5꧂

I gasped when I see my mom's figure right in front of me. My vision get blurry as tears pooled in my eyes. I started to cry out loud again. I get down from the reel and stand in a safe place. I covered my face with my palms and crouched down. My body went weak. I feel my mom crouched down to meet my face. "Y/n....". My eyes shot open when I hear my mom's voice. " Y/n, I'm so sorry honey. I couldn't be with you but you almost break your promise that you made for me...". She gave me a warm smile.

I start to cry more harder. "Why mom.....why.....why you need to abound me in this cruel world. I'm scared mom. I can't, I don't have strength to face the problems mom. I'm sorry mom. I'm sorry" I almost whispered the last word. She caressed my head but I couldn't feel anything. It feels just a cold wind brush my hair. That made me to realize that my mom is just my imagination.

"Y/n you're mommy's strong princess. You can do it. You just thinking that you can't, but you can my baby. Just like how you face your father just now. You just fight back your one of the most hardest problem". "You know how happy was I. It was just like you spit on the ugly bitch's face. He was ugly lucky you got my face hehe". I laughed at her silliness. She always used to be like this. She made fun of him to light up my mood.

"Look honey, you're strong ok. If you gave up now then what about your dream. It's not only your dream it's mine too. I want to see a best cbcid officer that wack those criminals ass. I want you to be the responsible officer y/n. If you gave up now then you will regret it later, so think now.."

I think a while. Yes....I need to chase my dream. At least I need to do this for my mom. I need to keep her promise. I nodded and give her a smile. She smile widely. "So, will you keep my promise?". "Yes mom. I will." "I love you my princess. I love you to the moon and back. Miss you my baby" she give me a hurtful smile before slowly fade away. I close my eyes and rest my head on the bridge's reel.

After some minutes, I returned to my house again. I found my aunt run toward me worriedly. "Y/n where did you go, are you okay, I was worried you know" she ask me as I nodded my head. "Y/n I don't know where did your father go after you left the funeral hall. I'm worried about you honey. Will you come with me. I'll take care of you." I think for a moment. I'm alone now. I can't take care of myself since I'm underage to get a job too. Maybe I'll go with her since she don't have child. Yes, my aunt was infertile so my aunt and uncle didn't get luck to have kids. After I made decision I nod my head. She give me a smile before hugging me. "So are you ready? Go and pack your belongings" I went to my room and started arrange my things in a box...

"𝙔/𝙣....𝙙𝙤𝙣𝙩 𝙩𝙧𝙪𝙨𝙩 𝙖𝙣𝙮𝙗𝙤𝙙𝙮 𝙨𝙤 𝙚𝙖𝙨𝙞𝙡𝙮"....