» Authors Note:
So like I can't sleep for shit. I'm gonna start putting a song for each chapter. So yeah, is anyone excited for finding carter? Oh and I wanna start another story, let me know what you wanna see from me in the comments! And keep voting because I want 4 votes for the next chapter! I love you guys soso fuckin much, keep smiling. Your gorgeousness. Like holy damn.
~ Leda Danielle
Song: I'm not okay (I promise) || my chemical romance
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Chapter 10 || i'm not okay
Mike's POV »
I think everyone could agree Azlynn was easily the most gorgeous girl anyone's laid eyes on Warped. Ever since that day on the PVRIS bus, its been weird. She kinda isolated herself. And its sad, because Kellin doesn't see it. I watched as her light and mellow mood changed to heartbreak, when she saw Lynn and Diana. I could just see it in her face.
"Whatcha lookin' at?" Jaime asked.
"Azlynn" I say, even her names beautiful.
"Its crazy that she's Kellins" Jaime says laughing. I agree.
"It's crazy that he doesn't notice somethings wrong here.." I say.
"What do you mean?" Jaime asks.
"I dunno man, I feel like there's more to her than she's letting anyone see.." I say.
"You could be right," he says "but go ask Tony, he's been hanging around her a lot lately"
I nod my head. I wasn't gonna ask him right now of course because he looks like he's having fun, and it can wait. I see Azlynn leave the party, and being curious self I follow her, un-noticed.
Azlynns POV »
I walked alone in the dark, I walked on the bus and instantly ran into the bathroom. I locked the door, and grabbed my razor from my makeup bag. I'm so tired of being alone. Would anyone notice, if I just disappeared?
Just do it already.
Kill yourself.
No one wants you on this damn planet anyways!
I took the razor deep into my wrist making a line from my forearm down. It felt so good, but my vision was blurring quickly. I didn't think they'd be back for awhile. I played on the bathroom floor and passed out.
Maybe for once I won't have nightmares.
Tonys POV »
I walked to the Sleeping with Sirens bus to find Az, when I see Mike standing inside. I felt an uneasy feeling in my stomach, like when you eat too much and your stomach hurts, well kinda like that.
"What are you doing here?" I asked him.
"She looked sad. I followed her here, and she left the door open. She's been in the bathroom for like 13 minutes" he says. Now the feeling was becoming heavier, and stronger. I had to make an excuse to get Mike away from here.
"She's still sad about Lynn," I lie "I'll make sure she's okay, you just go enjoy yourself"
He nods and leaves me in the bus alone, I shut the front door and lock it. I walk to the bathroom and knock lightly.
"Azlynn its me love" I say. She didn't answer. I thought maybe she was in the bath and couldn't hear me. I left her alone, but minutes turned to an hour. I felt really sick to my stomach.
"Azlynn are you okay?!" I ask. Nothing. I panic. I heard Vic walk in through the back. Shit.
"What's going on, Tone?" He asked me.
"Azlynn!! If you don't open this door, I'm gonna knock it down!" I yell. Vic looked uneasy too. There was still no response, and that scared me.
"Vic help me!" I say, he gets his credit card. He jammed it into the door, the door made a clicking sound and it opened. Then I saw her lying on the floor. It was scary.
"Oh god.." Vic trailed off quietly.
"Fucking help me!" I say, she was still breathing. Thank god. I took alcohol and rubbed it on her arm, I took a warm cloth to wipe the blood off the floor, and Vic bandaged her arm.
I felt her wake up, and her eyes fluttered open. She widened her eyes as she looked at me and Vic.
"I-I" she tried to say, but the words weren't coming out. I hugged her and she cried.
"I'm sorry" she said.
"What happened?" Vic asked her, as we both sat next to her. She reached up, and grabbed her glasses. God she was adorable.
"I felt alone" she said.
"Why?" I asked her.
"Because even though I'm around you all the time, its easy to feel alone with 12 other people around" she whispers.
"I didn't know you felt that way" Vic said, beating me to her response.
"No one did.." She says looking at us. That's when I saw it, the pain in her face. She was sinking, and Kellin didn't notice.
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kellin quinns other daughter || mike fuentes
FanfictionIt's been 12 years since Kellin has seen his 2nd daughter Azlynn Kayani Quinn, and to be honest Kellins forgotten about Azlynn, ever since he's had Copeland and started his band. When Kellins ex-wife Adalynn Zamora (Azylnns Mother), commits suicide...
