Im Screaming For You

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» Authors Note:

idk whats wrong with me, I just got three cheers for sweet revenge, so yeah. obsessions are good, but ya know what is better? ideas! gimme some in the comments!

~Leda Danielle

Song: fire · pvris
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Chapter 11 || I'm Screaming For You

Ever since Tony and Vic had that encounter with Azlynn, they've been debating on whether they should tell Kellin.

"Please don't tell him!" Azlynn said, with tears in her eyes.

"Azlynn.." Tony sighed.

"Alright I get it! I'm a disappointment. Just, I beg of you" Azlynn said to Tony.

"Your not a disappointment, how many times, do I have to go over this with you?" Tony sighed again "alright I'll make you a deal, if you stop hurting yourself, I won't tell anyone, not even Kellin. But as soon as you hurt yourself, I won't hesitate to tell him"

"Is that a fair enough deal Vic?" Tony asked.

"Yep" Vic said.

"Alright.. deal.." I sigh. The things I do sometimes. I'll find someplace else.

· Next Day ·

Azlynns POV »

"Azlynn? Are you okay?" My dad yells from the other side of the door. I wasn't okay. I shouldn't have promised anything. The urge is too strong.

"Yeah, I'm fine!" I say.

"Okay" he says walking away. I looked around the bathroom. Lighter. Where'd I put it? I saw the Pink lighter sticking out of my makeup bag. I grabbed it, and I grabbed my bow that snaps shut, I put the lighter against the metal, and pressed it to my thigh. Fuck, it felt good.

I pulled my jeans up and threw on my Dallas Stars jersey. I put on a yellow beanie, did my eyeliner and mascara and put everything back in my makeup bag, and put the make up bag on the top shelf.

Supposedly Gabe and Justin we're making me socialize. Great. I skipped out on my medications, I've been doing that a lot lately. It's becoming a routine. Gabe was waiting by the door, and Justin was on the couch. I walked out, holding my arm anxiously.

"Chill Az, you look like you've seen a ghost" Justin laughed. God, if he only knew. They both dragged me off the bus, taking me over to a large group of people. My heart began to race. My legs went shaky, I took a deep breath, and shut my eyes tightly. I opened my eyes again,  and followed behind Gabe and Justin.

"Hayy Azlynn!" Jaime said excitedly. The group of people turned to me, I waved to Jaime and sat down. It became really quiet, I looked at the people around me and saw a few faces I knew; Kellin, Jaime, Tony, Gabe, Justin, Vic, Diana, and Alex.

"You're the famous Azlynn, we've been hearing about?" a man with a shark tattoo, on the side of his shaved scalp, said. I recognised him, after I took a good look at him. Lanes daughter Kendra -everyone calls her Kenny- is obsessed with him, Ronnie Radke.

"Famous? When did that happen?" I laughed, playing with my ankle bracelet, with my moms name on it.

"Kellin talks about you a lot" He continued to say. Kellin smiled and nodded his head. The whole night was kinda just small talk, everyone scattered around talking to each other.

I was about to leave when Lynn came up to me. Shit. I really want to walk away, but somethings telling me not to. She stops in front of me. I held my breath before she spoke.

"I'm sorry.." she sighed. I let my breath go, and I sighed.

"I-It's okay.." I say, looking for the right words.

"Please, forgive me!" She begged.

"Ly-" I sigh "Lynn it's been really hard lately"

"I love you, Azlynn" she said. I felt tears sting my eyes.

"Why did you leave me?" I ask trying to hold back tears.

"Please baby, don't cry.." she sighed "I wanted you to have time and space, but when you never answered my texts or calls, I thought you didn't want me anymore.. So I went back with Diana"

"I never got your texts, or calls" I say confused.

"Diana.." she whispered "I shouldn't have ever believed her when she said you got a new number"

"It's okay, I forgive you" I say to her.

"Will you please make me the happiest girl alive, and be my girlfriend?"

"Of course!"

I gave Lynn a hug, and we walked to her bands bus. We smiled in a comfortable silence, all the way there. I liked this feeling. It felt nice. Lynn unlocked the door to the bus, and closed the door behind us.

"Wait, if you and Diana aren't together, than why is she here?" I ask confused.

"Oh um, she's kinda, well ya know? dating.., your dad "

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