kellin quinns other daughter || mike fuentes

Girls, Girls, Girls

» Authors Note:
You probably hate me. I'm updating every other day, hopefully OMF.
I didn't know where chapter 6 went tbh, I just went with it. Did you like it? Anyways here's chapter 7, this one might just answer a few of your questions..

~ Leda Danielle
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Chapter 7 || girls, girls, girls

Azlynns POV »

I didn't know how to feel. I didn't know how I was gonna explain to Kellin, that I'm a lesbian. Yes, lesbian. I've known forba few years, and the only person I've told we're my mom, and my ex. I had thought maybe I was confused, but after he started beating me, I understood, I didn't like guys.

"Lynn, I-I like you too, a lot actually!" I exclaim. It wasn't a lie. I've has a crush on her since I saw her face. She hugged me. I hugged back, of course!

"Would it be crazy, if I asked you to be my girlfriend?" She asked.

"It would be completely insane," I say smirking "but I love insane ideas"

"Well then, Azlynn Kayani, my warrior princess, will you be my girlfriend?" She asks me. I giggle.

"Of course Lyndsey" I smile hugging her.

"Your gonna have to explain this to Kellin, don't you?" She asked.

"For now, let's keep it low on PDA so people don't get ideas too quickly, because I know what I am, but I dont know how Kellin would react, and I honestly dont wanna get the 'your rushing this, you've only known her for 6 days' lecture" I say giggling.

"Agreed. Brian and Alex will know and thats it" she said smiling at me. I smiled back at her. Just as if it was on que, Diana came running, out of the bus.

"Babe, I'm sorry I over reacted! I love you so much! Take me back!" She said. Lynn rolled her eyes.

"No Di. Its the same thing all the time! Bye. Go home. We're done" Lynn said. Diana got so red, I swear I saw smoke come out of her ears!

"Whatever. Your such a whore anyways" Diana walked away, Lynn looked hurt and I held her hand and squeezed it for reassurance. God, did I ever love this girl..

Lynns POV »

We walked on the PVRIS, tour bus. Brian and Alex sat in their bunks as me and Az, went to the couch. They walked out together.

"We're going for food!" Brian yelled. We waved and they left. Yes, alone time.

"So, tell me. Everything" I told her.

"W-What do you mean?" She asked me stuttering. It was really adorable.

"How did you end up here? Tell me your story.." I said to her. I wanted to know everything about her. She's so gorgeous, and kind. It would be a crime if I didn't wanna know.

"Well when I was 5, Kellin left me and my mom. I grew up, no step dad, nothing. My mom always struggled with being happy. She always told me, 'happiness doesn't come with who you love, it comes with what you love'. She always sang me to sleep. She took me to the doctor one day when I was sick, they diagnosed me with Schizophrenia, Chronic Depression, and Anxiety. I have everything she had. Its hard to even get up somedays. I have this voice, I named her Anna. She's so rude, and she tells me things like no ones got time for you and your really useless sometimes she tells me go kill yourself. And most times I believe her. She goes away, and comes back. Always in the wrong moments" she says taking another breath.

"When I reached 9th grade, I had 6 suicide attempts. My mom always told me it gets better, but she died a couple weeks ago. She hung herself, while I was at school. Because of voices. And no amount of medicine can help us" she says letting a few tears fall.

"I feel bad, but I cant let Kellin know. He'll know something is wrong with me too! I don't want that.." she whispers. I reached out and hugged her, and I held her, and kissed her. Until a mad Tony burst through the door, and saw us.

This is awkward..